I don't consider myself a quitter,
2005-01-20 04:23:49 ET

Just being honest with myself.

I have no real interest in being here at school anymore. Other than the fact that it gives me my own space, I have no motivation to go to class or do anything for my classes. I only took them because I had to.

I think I mentally checked out once I figured out I was going to transfer to a better program at IUPUI.

So I am in the process of dropping out and moving back home for the semester, well I'll be living at home while going to IUPUI, but I won't register there til Fall so I am taking the semester off. Hopefully I can get a job.

My crim teacher is going to help me as far as who I should send my resume to in Hendricks County. She lives there so I am going to go see her during her offices hours. She said she has a lot of ideas about where I should send it, so that's a good thing :D maybe she knows a few people who could help me out. Just trying to get my foot in the system you know? haha on the right side of the system that is. Don't need to be in jail. that side is the wrong side.

Ok, um just wanted to update those who cared on what was the happenings in my life.

much love all


2005-01-20 04:43:01 ET

like you said, you aren't a quitter, you gotta do what feels right to you. you thought it out and made your decision. key word there is "thought" it out, you didn't just jump into this decision.

i love ya girl and i am sorry this semester has been hard on ya.

like you said last night, you always pull through, but it doesn't hurt to have someone there for you.

good luck with the job!

*big big hugs*

oh and kayla sent you something, i don't know if you've gotten it yet, sent it to the house

2005-01-20 05:00:33 ET

tis good for you... i probably would be better off if i 'thought things out'... i lack said abilities... O_o...

2005-01-20 06:57:17 ET

i too, yes yes

2005-01-20 07:02:05 ET

oh yeah i did get that from kayla, sorry i got it amidst all this mess so i forgot hehe i have it sitting right here by my computer. :) very nice tell her thank you very much :D

olivia saw it and goes "did i color that for you?" haha. i said "no it's from kayla"

So now I have phone calls in to all the departments and have only heard back from one so far, telling me that i need to go ahead and withdrawl and then they will get the paperwork processing after I do that. So now I need to talk to the housing people. Don't want to be kicked out like...today haha.

I'm not really worried about anythign anymore. I feel a lot better just getting that done. So that's a good thing.

2005-01-20 07:57:34 ET

glad you at least have some of the stress lifted off of your shoulders sweetie. I know how it was at my school with tuition and stuff, i didnt have housing tho so i dont know how they will do that. I would think if u dropped early on that they wouldnt take to much of ur tution. I mean you have only had classes like 2 or 3 weeks right? i would think they wouldnt make to big of a fuss outta that or anything.

2005-01-20 09:43:27 ET

i'm already done. since i withdrew now they will give us a 90% refund. so that's good. now we just have to get packed and get me outta here. haha i ddn't think the process would move quite that quickly but it is :)


2005-01-20 16:56:12 ET

i figured they would have done something like that, didnt mention it last night bc i thought it was a sore topic.
Glad you got everything taken care of sweetie, just hope that your stress doesnt go through the roof bc you will be back at home. :)

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