2005-07-04 17:28:35 ET|
Well my DSL went out a while back, but now I have it again *dances around* i'm sooo happy so everyone say a lil prayer or whatever that it doesn't go away again.
and then we had an emergency trip to Kansas City,MO this past weekend. Another one of my mom's cousins (well he's my cousin too but he's my moms first cousin however that numbering cousins thing works) died. He had throat cancer, it was in I think stage 3 when they found it so the Chemo made it really bad and I think he ended up dying from complications due to the fact that the chemo or however yous pell that made him get blisters in his throat so he couldnt' talk or eat or swallow or anything. Plus his white blood count was super low so his immune system shut down basically.
He is the third of my Great-Uncles kids to die, he was the oldest. In 2000 Tony died from an "accidental" shooting (they said he was cleaning his gun but tony knew how to clean a gun so we think ti was suicide) and then Lori Beth died 2 years after that from a heart attack. She was the baby in the family. So my great-uncle and the rest of that family isn't doing all that great. Mom was really close to this son though, Rick was his name. well is his name still even though he's not around anymore. Her and my grandma were the only ones who got away with calling him Richy Paul so that's what we still call him. I went to the funeral out of respect for my mom, I hate funerals they make me uncomfortable and I'd rather not be there at all, but I knew if I didnt' go mom would get crap about how I'm so anti-social and how rude and blah blah blah so I went. It was so sad..but he's better off now for sure. There are 3 kids left on that side, well of Uncle Richards kids that is. Herman still has all his kids I think. They are my Grandpas' brothers. I have way too many people in my family.
OK i'm rambling on. I got my DSL back so I should be around more often again, well sorta, depending on how much I have to work an dstuff.
I leave the 16th, so in 2 weeks I'll be gone and probably wont be on here for a month. I dont' know if I will have internet access over there or not. I know dad will have his lap top but I don't have one that works anymore.
Oh well I'm going to bed now, or at least will be soon.