2003-05-18 15:33:25 ET

What an odd night… I had fun at Flux but wanted to leave early due to feeling generally burnt out by 12:30. Josh reminded me that it was his birthday and told me that he wanted me to stick around. So I did. We hung out with Tj and his lovely girlfriend, Emily, afterwards. Between being out past my bedtime, the drink, and the smoke, I was beyond trashed by the time Emily gave us a ride back to my place. Josh was a gentleman and didn't attempt to take advantage of my highly inebriated state. I don't think I would have let him anyhow.

We woke up today; both of us feeling a little hung over. We got to talk this morning about some of our issues. I did get a chance to make it clear that we would not be getting back together anytime soon but we should remain friends. We both admit to still caring about each other so why kill our friendship. Kind of a crappy birthday present I know. I did let him borrow Choke and Spirited Away and gave him back some miscellaneous stuff of his that's been hanging around the house since he moved out.

I'm to meet with him tomorrow around five to go buy computer parts. I need to get my 15" monitor back from Scooter sometime over the next few days. I should be up and running on my own system by the end of the week possibly.

More things to do:
-buy chewy cat food for Soccerballs
-look into a plane ticket to Az
-go down to the library and start studying for my GED


2003-05-19 00:46:37 ET

sometimes i wish my ex's didnt want to kill/fuck/mame/etc. me. i always get the psychotic ones...like the girl who carved my name in her back...or the one who tried to od on pain killers...or the one who accused me of sleeping with all our friends after she had broken up with me and felt that this was some insult (no i didnt get laid for about a half a year after the fact)...or the one who tries to break up my relationshipd by saying that i have recently slept with her...etc...
i guess count your blessings that you guys are on the same level...and good luck with the ged stuff...
p.s. you should go to the xome show...

2003-05-19 08:46:44 ET

i don't know if we are completely on the same level, but sooner or later things will work out. i once ha the pycho-exboyfriend that lied to my mother, telling her i was becoming a junkie just so that she would tell me it was a good idea to get back with him. boy, did that plan blow up in his face. die, Mel, die...

what xome show?

2003-05-19 16:24:01 ET

tonight:
May 19, 03 @ the Emblaming Room
2921 NW Nicolai, Portland OR
starts @ 8pm -
bands:
Okha
Pop Culture Rape Victim
Pedestrian Deposit
Xome
Skull
Sleeping with the Earth
BDONG
though i think it may have been shortened a little (i.e. to less local kids)...

2003-05-19 20:05:26 ET

i have to skip the show. got so much done today...time for a shower and bed.

2003-05-20 01:12:11 ET

too bad it was good...

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