too sad to comment
2004-04-09 15:53:14 ET

well i am pritty sure its finalized and its OVER.

he told me he doesn't "trust" me anymore.

i didn't even kno whut to say all i kno is it all fukked up, becuz of complete lack of communicationm and what not.

oh god this is all so fukked up.

anyways he was so high last night and all over these other girls, and walked away whenever i was near.

i HATE him.

i wish things could have been different. i think we both need to grow up alot and it was just all too strong too fast.


2004-04-09 16:06:53 ET

when lack of communication is involved, it can definately add a lot of frustration to the situation.

2004-04-09 16:12:47 ET

*Hugs* i'm sorry to hear it luv, people when given what they think is a reason can be real assholes.

2004-04-09 16:32:23 ET

thanx guys.

i am so not doin goode right now.

2004-04-09 17:37:34 ET

I don't know what he could have been thinking walking away from a pretty girl like you but cheer up, things will get better, and if not then you'll find someone better!

2004-04-09 18:27:58 ET

well thats the thing.

no one is ever interested in me like that. thats whut happenes when you live in a small town and all the guys are your best buds.

2004-04-09 18:36:52 ET

What town do you live in?

2004-04-09 18:41:40 ET

A guy who is typically shy around pretty girls, when he has a crush on a girl, he'll become good friends with them, not understanding that it'll probably kill his chances of a relationship, but he could have a crush for years and say nothing. keep your eyes open lvu

2004-04-09 18:44:15 ET

Its the hole...you just need to get yourself the hell out!! Like I did...even though I'll be back in about 3 weeks...so we'll hang out for sure to keep your mind some what off him...and you don't know that nobody is interested in you...guys are shy...and in Whitehorse few and far between...but if it makes you feel any better I luv you!! *big hug*

2004-04-09 19:55:19 ET

thanx so much guys.

yeh there is probably prospects for love. but there is a thin line between love and friendship. and i dont wanna loose a good friend becuz of it.

its happened many a time before for me. and it sux, and i miss those guys alot.

i kno i need to get out thats the answer, however i have absolutely no money and am goin to stay another year and do my upgrading at the college.

seeing as how it will most likely be paid for.

2004-04-09 20:07:40 ET

ya...then getthe hell out...its kinda sad though...i am looking foreward to going home...

2004-04-09 20:42:14 ET

meh.

we will be glad to have you back.

2004-04-09 20:44:17 ET

thanks...I am hoping that everyone agrees...think I am gonna end up in a few different agruements this summer...some people dont like me too much...

2004-04-09 21:28:19 ET

whut.

lame, just ignore them, and i am here. for support.

2004-04-10 00:40:25 ET

thanks girl...

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