alone and empty. forlorn and unloved. another day gone and i am just sitting here and trying to move on with life. i started painting today and i think that we will start to play music on thursday. i want the pain to stop. i want to be able to breathe and be able to have fun when i am having fun. i need to find a new girl. a girl who likes Fellini films. and likes long walks. a girl who loves music and/or plays music. a girl that likes to have nice dinners and likes to laugh. one who likes to cuddle and kiss. and hopefully be loved for.
it is a bad feeling. i don't like it. i just wanna be cuddled and held by someone who really cares for me. "merh" :) i know. i am such a sad emo boy. GOD. it's ok, emo boy's don't get girlfriends anyways. thanks eva. i am in a slump and i needed to hear that.