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Xaikayla 2008-02-06 14:49:08 ET It may be the weather. It may be the upheaval of remodeling a house I don't plan to enjoy. It may be that lately every step I take forward in life has been followed by several steps back. I may be that people are stupid and I need to stop expecting better. I am soo irritated at every little thing. I am going to go make myself a pot of tea and try to calm down. Does anyone out there live in the Nashville area? I want somewhere to be besides obligation and schedule. oh and I lived through my first tornado storm. It's really kinda surreal when you can't tell the wind from the warning sirens.

Rhiannon 2008-02-06 18:57:45 ET You should go hang out at Cafe Coco... Or, if it's a Sunday, check out the Salvation night...

turbo 2008-02-07 05:57:51 ET i'm pretty sure you couldn't pay me to live in the nashville area ;-P sowwy <3

Xaikayla 2008-02-08 06:00:57 ET It is for a certain type of people. I think I am failing at being that type of person. I am giving it a good effort. i miss the west coast. Seattle was our second choice when we moved from San Diego. It may be my first choice when we leave Nashville. whenever that may be.

turbo 2008-02-08 06:03:21 ET heh i see...it better be within 3 years cause that is the absolute longest i think i'll be staying here before moving back to los angeles.

Xaikayla 2008-02-08 07:01:22 ET I hope I'm not here for another three years! This has been the longest year and a half in my life already!

turbo 2008-02-08 07:03:19 ET yeah i'm kind of hoping i can magically get this music scene where i want it to be in a year and somehow come up with the $500 grand i need to afford the place i want to buy in los angeles but er...we'll see d-:

Rhiannon 2008-02-08 18:25:13 ET I would suggest going to nashvillegothic.com... I used to be big in the goth scene down there and there are some great people there. I don't know how much you identify with goth, but they're some good people.

Xaikayla 2008-02-09 18:37:12 ET Thanks for the suggestion Rhiannon. I will.

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