sex, dying and zero gravity
2003-04-04 08:13:48 ET

...the ground i wander on is feeling really dirty lately...
...everything around is feeling really heavy lately...

not a good week by any stretch of the imagination. its funny how some things happen to put one's life in perspective. i'm done with wasting time. its not entirely possible, but i want every moment to count for something, to look back and say: yes, i have lived a good and full life. and to experience everything life has to offer because you only get one shot. the highest peak, the darkest hour and everything in between. i'm sick of holding myself back, it's time to let go and live. that being said, i've been working constantly...and have not been in the loop as far as is concerned. i'm sorry about that. it may last for a bit or it may last for longer, but you guys are always in my thoughts: and in my heart. i've decided to dedicate 'last emotion' to eli.

...he's gone to a place where he doesn't need his wings to fly... endless endless sky...

2003-04-04 08:17:01 ET

it's been a bad week all around. . . we're still here for you should you choose to come down and grace us with your presence ;-)

2003-04-04 08:28:22 ET

everything happens for a reason, i guess i have always believed that. soon, i will be able to hang out more...i hope.

2003-04-04 08:38:10 ET

hate blows a bubble of despair into
hugeness world system universe and bang
-fear buries a tomorrow under woe
and up comes yesterday most green and young

pleasure and pain are merely surfaces
(one itself showing,itself hiding one)
life's only and true value neither is
love makes the little thickness of the coin

comes here a man would have from madame death
nevertheless now and without winter spring?
she'll spin that spirit her own fingers with
and give him nothing (if he should not sing)

how much more than enough for both of us
darling. And if i sing you are my voice,

-e.e. cummings

2003-04-04 08:52:50 ET


2003-04-04 09:46:55 ET

Basic instructions for happiness. (as learned through fucking around in my brother's studio...)
1. Take a basic stereo(right/left segregated) equalizer (or more then one, and daisy chain!)
2. Take the first output, and plug it into an amp.
3. Take the second output, and plug the equalizer's own imput into it.
4. Play.

This rules for many reasons obviously, mainly because if the pitch you feedback is below an audible spectrum it modulates the whole frequency and causes pure mayhem. Also try running this network through a bass station, or guitar effects pedals or whatever...

2003-04-04 13:08:57 ET

love you man!

good luck with everything you're doing/working're in my thoughts and prayers

2003-04-04 13:10:08 ET

sound manipulation! <3

2003-04-04 13:13:35 ET

storm: hey! remember that i am having ear problems!

turbo: thanks man

DC: you going to batcave saturday?

2003-04-04 13:17:01 ET

I am gooooiiiiinnnggg to see sexxxy Gus so you'd better be there.

dc is going. he gots nothing better ta do.

2003-04-04 13:18:11 ET

yes, ill be chilling bro!

2003-04-04 13:58:31 ET

ok then...its settled. we'll chill on saturday

2003-04-04 13:59:37 ET

Pregame??????? Azraelhaus?

2003-04-04 14:06:48 ET

sorry, not this week. i have to finish a powerpoint presentation...then i am going to a friends housewarming party after that...

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