I'm going to apply to Carnegie Mellon in Pittsburgh to study creative writing. It's one of the only schools in the US that offers a BA in the subject...seriously, why don't I live in London?
If I get accepted and if they give me any financial aid whatsoever, I'm going. No if's, and's, or but's. I will go to school there.
I want this. I need to stop tricking myself into thinking otherwise.