2009-07-19 22:32:31 ET

I haven't written in a few days for a variety of reasons, one being I'm doing quite atrocious. I haven't slept well in a very long time, I probably contemplate suicide (I won't, so no need to trace my IP and send Police out, plzkthx) on an hourly basis, and I'm running out of reasons not to. I hate my life, trade - someone please?

2009-07-20 08:03:08 ET


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2009-07-20 10:57:48 ET

no problem. keep your head up lady.

2009-07-20 11:28:20 ET

Working on it...

2009-07-20 11:47:07 ET

i hope you get to feeling better.

2009-07-20 12:10:48 ET

Thank you doll.

2009-07-20 12:49:18 ET

no problem at all. i used to think about suicide a lot. sometimes i get really down and think about it. so i know how you feel. just take care of yourself.

2009-07-20 17:03:14 ET

You too.

2009-07-20 17:22:24 ET

thank you. i'm trying to. i haven't been suicidal but i've been pretty glum off and on lately.

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