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2010-05-27 09:34:24 ET
What the shrinks at the eating disorder treatment center said was right. "If an eating disorder isn't properly treated it will come back at any time, with or without reasons."
I'm feeling the same awkward ways I did when I was a teenager. I'm catching myself in the same silly routine. Make it stop.
The same self-deprecating second thoughts when I actually feel kind of happy... I totally feel like I don't deserve to feel happy. Like I don't deserve to get sweet little text messages... I deserve none of this. |
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