2010-07-01 11:32:46 ET

I try to sleep my days away but my nights are spent staring in to the void of a porcelain bowl.

I'm exhausted, unmotivated, disillusioned, etc.

I'm concerned as to what will happen with Greg because I know his co-workers have been trying to set up him up. I was talking to him on the phone last night when I suddenly heard an angry sounding "what the fuck." He got pissed because his co-worker gave him number to his girl's friend and the first thing the girl does is send him pictures of her pierced nipples. Knowing how he is being all paranoid about STDs and such... he seriously thinks everyone has AIDs he seemed genuinely disgusted as the quality of person she was... not even a hi just a here's my tits pic. I'm trying to not make a big deal out of it but I wonder whether I should continue waiting or not.

2010-07-01 11:41:23 ET

What does he want to do?

2010-07-01 12:22:15 ET

He says he's told me about their attempts because he doesn't want to keep anything from me. He also says he doesn't want to even hang out with any of these people & keeps begging me to get up there faster...

2010-07-01 12:42:16 ET

Then you're fine, it seems.

2010-07-01 13:06:30 ET

We'll see... I wish I could be more trusting.

2010-07-01 14:37:07 ET

I hear you.

2010-07-01 18:09:07 ET

You're paranoid because he's being upfront and telling you what's going on instead of keeping it from you...?

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