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2004-02-29 00:47:39 ET went to show saw people met new people walked down street hitting buckets with drumsticks with new people police were, surprsingly, pleasent went with new people to house bonded kinda met boy at show/house is interested boy is anarchist boy is also out of my reach this will be a problem ----- just a note to self- In relation, I want what is just beyond my reach. If I get it, I lose interest fast. Solution, never let yourself be "satisfied" and you will always be busy. This accomplishes nothing. Commitment is what I need to make. I am striving to make that commitment. It's time to have a real relationship based on real feelings (non lust feelings) to break myself of my detrimental habit. So. I will commit. I will commit to a person. And I will commit to this hairstyle for at least 5 more months. I can do this. edit- LAURA |
