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2004-11-26 12:44:07 ET DOUBTFUL SELF painful stares with hurtful glares are unconsciously killing me words keep stabbing me why wont they leave me be they have no right but i cant fight frozen with fright then i lose sight but what can you do when you doubt youself? FALSE THOUGHTS i am worthless, undeserving of blessings all i am good for is an emotional punching bag i am nothing but worthless trash everyone knows it all i do is screw up i fuck everything up whatever it is, its my fault if its bad its my fault i was born to suffer and cause suffering i dont want to be her anymore theyd all be happy the truth of the matter is that nobody is happy when someone dies, unless they are sick and cruel people. i know sometimes people feel like shit but if you feel like shit for along time there could be a serious problem with your dopamine, and your nervous system... in other words you could have depression, or manic depression, or you could just have anxiety problems... the fact of the matter is everyone deserves to be happy, and no one person can ruin everything or even everything they come in contact with. |
