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2004-12-03 15:34:14 ET all life forms shatter but it doesnt matter the end will come for all but some the end is near, the fear is here the ones i see surrounding me they wish to live, may god forgive dont make me die i wish to stay, 'til my last day and if i may find my way i praise the lord i cant afford to die here and now death's success not i allow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Days Be Told the constant yawn approaching dawn the eyes still shut, the barking mutt the normal things on normal days that tell us how the day will be but sometimes changed, changing the thought so all will know how the day will go then diferent days and days untold as night comes forth, the walls will fold thoughts may run, but more will come and soon for thee, answers we'll see as i run to thee ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ [these are old poems dont forget] The truth i seek remains unseen the lies i reek wont go away i cant tell how, i cant tell why all i know is its all a lie the fairytales from childhood the gun stories from the hood my whole life has been a lie i dont know who to trust or what to believe the world wont stop lieing to me i hate it so much i cant stand to live much longer i just want to die but while im here i shall be the cause or a shed tear the cause of a childs fear or maybe even the cause of someone's joy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Darkened Days Its dark inside, dark all around how can you see, when you cant see me? I cant see ahead, i cant see behind the bad days rewind and repeat for so long they seem to never end, they go on forever they ruin sunny days and cancel happy smiles they ruin reputations and destroy healthy thoughts, disable self-esteem, and overload frustration. they dramatize confusion and annialate security creating paranoia Its impossible to overcome, unthinkable to override, and unwise to overthink If you try, you will die and if you die they will lie they will say "you did this," "how could yo do this?" they will be convienced that you killed yourself but you and i know the truth It wasnt us ... it was the darkened days ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
