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2002-08-06 15:56:55 ET
well i put all the stars by traits that SERIOUSLY personified me. so yes, i am schizotypal (see above reference about how i believe i made my cat die with my mind)... i love my cat but i think that your own negativity can have ripple effects on your loved ones.. and then when i was ten i said the words "im bored" and two seconds later lightning struck my room ( i was in the living room, and this is a true story)... so i believe things are 'connected' in ways we cannot see ( i also used far flung explanations of quantum physics to justify these theories) ...
and as for my interactions with other people...
i believed at one point that antisocial and dependent was an oxymoron. i was wrong. i am quite charismatic, while being antisocial... my charisma has nothing to do with my COMPLETE lack of morals, or social sense of right and wrong (especially in relationships, ask anyone who knows me)... and yet i am DEPENDENT. i am a person who usually finds two or three people and becomes dependent on them (i have usually a very SMALL circle of true friends, maybe two or three, and due to my charisma, a LARGE number of meaningless acquaintances) but as it says, i do bounce from relationship to relationship. i also need Insomnia (my poor roommate/best friend to hold me together at the seams... and yet my antisocial (or shall i say, pro-social, anti-conscience) behavior has caused not just her, but many people that i truly do love, pain... and sometimes i just dont see whats wrong with my actions. sure i can fake it, apologize etc... but at times i really dont beleive in it... or see why people could be mad at me.. logically i guess i get it.. but empathically, i don't...
so in conclusion....
this test is a VERY accurate portrait of me. schizoid describes my world view, antisocial my morals/social conscience (or lack thereof) and dependent - my relationships to others.
this test hit me like a ton of bricks. |
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