Thinks    2005-12-20 20:01:57 ET

Last night and the night before i smoked pot and just was stoned all night and now i feel fat due to me eating so much because of having the munchies i am stupid and stuff i dont know how i feel about this christmas stuff i have spent so much money on my family and every time i go shopping for others i end up shopping for myself i suck sometimes i really (i cant believe im saying this) but i really want to be in a relationship now its becoming bad not only am i alone but i dont even have anyone to chase after am i sad for this?

Sounds of running cars.    2005-12-14 20:23:29 ET
Dripping rains. Sounds of warmth around me. A candle burning. Warm Beds. Falling asleep and being content. Not worrying. Soft light. Laughing with your parents. Connecting with grandparents. Discovering who you are. Knowing you are okay. Wearing sweaters. Feeling love. Sad- truthful music. Growing out of fear. Crying. Being there for someone. Hug. Love. Hope. Dream. Things that make me.

2005-12-12 13:08:35 ET
YES~!~!!!!@@@!QQQ!!!!!!111!! I AM DONE !~!!!!~~!~~!~!~! D NO MORE FINALS NO MORE CLASS!!! *sigh* 2 comments

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