Sighs    2005-03-28 16:57:01 ET
i was driving down the shiny
water covered road today
and while listening to GY!BE
i realized that
in three months
ill be gone

not gone forever
just opening a new part of my life
i want out of here so badly
yet
part of my heart will still be living here in london

there are so many memories here
that i can not forget

and with this being so true
i am happy
and content




you are going
and we be able to spend time together
for once

maybe
just maybe
we can connect for once alone while on the beach

my hope has risen in the past week
and i fell into your eyes
on the day of the sun

i could see it in you
i know all is fine inside
everything is in its right place

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 Sunday Night Just Keeps On Rolling    2005-03-27 15:27:00 ET
its so weird
i just had this large wave of happiness rush over me

and i dont know why
it may be this song
(Sunday Night Just Keeps On Rolling)

or it may be that im getting out of here soon
or that im content with everything now
or that im in love
or that im just fucking happy

what ever the case
its good

i just want Wed to get here

i think im going to cut my hair diffrently tuesday
and i dont know how
im still gonna have the long front
just diffrent back and top

any sugestions?
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 Morning    2005-03-27 06:50:21 ET
Breath is bad....
its not really morning right now


anywho
i had a fun night last night

first, went to Shoko's and Ikuko (her mom) made Sushi!
woo it was GREAT
i have decided that Salmon Sushi is the best (to me)

so it was Myself, Shoko, Ikuko, and Mitsuo eating and having fun times

after we ate we watched Kill Bill Vol.2 and then i left

i met up with ashton and nathan at the theater and we decied to go to
Huddle House to smoke, and eat (lightly for me)
so i had toast and a smoke...Yumm

after that we just drove our asses around and did nothing all the night

came home
slept
and here i am now..


today Easterday i am doing nothing
as usual
but the Entire family is coming over at 2 to eat
im going to kill myself i think
i kinda avoid them alot...


For you.




I thought i could give up
but then the days that have passed
i realized i couldnt

I noticed that on the bed you didnt move
and you staied there beside me
in a feeling of comfort

could it be happening
im so uncertan
please let me know.




so now
spring break starts this week
and im going to Lexington on Wed
and staing till Fri

then Sat morning im off to Florida
yay

anyway

im off to get some
Orange Juice!!!!!!

(i love that fucking stuff)

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