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nicedream 2003-09-08 13:21:42 ET i have realized who my real friends are the ones that would stand by me the people that i can trust and love all i want right now is to create a mindscape of absolute horror my mind works i think of things that seem wrong i feel like everything that i see is covered with a shroud the walls i see are bloodstained and rusted the windows are broken the floors are metal and falling apart the doors heavy and bolted shut the people are living for their secrects no one is real the things that i see are fake i have flashes in my mind what would happen if i did this? i feel as though im going insane sometimes im living in a world of hate and uglyness but no one ever sees it people lie steal kill and cheat but no one cares they all ignore it they want to get on with life but do they see what i see? why do i see these things?

oddstar 2003-09-08 13:35:51 ET <3 amazing. and i feel you.

nicedream 2003-09-08 13:37:45 ET i......^\::::::::(\/):::::::::/^

oddstar 2003-09-08 13:41:51 ET ?what is that

nicedream 2003-09-08 18:17:09 ET dont know really

shadowportrait 2003-09-08 20:36:25 ET you feel this way because of a lot of recent events. I felt like my world ended when the class of 2002 walked the line, i knew it was the end and i was so depressed... but i realized that if they hadnt moved out of my life, i would never have gained people that hold meaning for me now.. like you, kandess, tiffany, and people i've met here.

oddstar 2003-09-09 11:01:04 ET are you sure about that?(brent)

nicedream 2003-09-09 11:09:10 ET sarah: i love you! Oddone: shure about what?

oddstar 2003-09-09 11:11:36 ET not knowing what that thing is. i think you know. lol

nicedream 2003-09-09 11:16:17 ET possably maybe

oddstar 2003-09-09 11:17:17 ET lol what is it thennnn

nicedream 2003-09-09 11:18:45 ET eh..........just things are gone

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