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|  |  | 2003-09-10 11:15:38 ET 
 i really
 want someone to love.
 but in a way i dont
 the things tat have happened to me
 in the past
 always come back to haunt me
 
 i get tired of being alone
 tired of being bitched at for no reason
 i try
 it never works
 
 i want someone to love
 but i am afarid any more
 no one can be made happy
 at least
 not in my eyes
 what i want
 isnt what they want
 i can see it in their eyes
 
 theres beauty
 theres theres pain
 you never know what will happen
 the loves
 they come from nowhere
 when you least expect it
 
 i dont want to wait
 im afraid to live
 i want a love
 but not a bone
 
 im tired of comeing home
 theres nothing here
 noting to do
 the people that are here
 are all closed
 no one sees what is here
 no one cares
 their all closed
 but to themselves
 
 see nothing but vanity
 nothing else
 
 why do they never love..
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 Life.
 
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