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2003-09-17 15:49:59 ET i just finished watching Blow its a very good movie better than i thought it would be sarah came to visit today she had to get some papers for something and we hung out for about an hour fun """"""""""""""""" im being lonely the time has passed and nothing seems better i was left in the rain with no cover left alone despite all the sun inside i guess it was never to happen but why does it matter i guess that it could have never been won im tring to move but nothing will leave the pains that are in im tired of live i know that you didnt want to happen but something was wrong and now its too late i guess im just a lost cause nothing really here nor there just "You" and nothing more back to the same old never happy always alone and happy the sickness i fell is not temporary i know it will last but im not worried i know that you feel that "your so dramatic" nd maybe i am but its more tha the truth BUT YOU DONT CARE YOU SHUN IT AWAY TO CONCERNED WITH YOURSELF NOT GIVING A DAMN IM TIRE OF THE SHIT THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH IT GIVEN UP ALL ON YOU no ones here and if they are they dont care but why am i here and why do i care because im all alone in the darkness dont fear """""""""""""""" |
