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2003-10-13 14:15:08 ET just when i think that i fell better i begin to feel worse people like me people want me but i dont want them i want to stay out of relationships but i feel so alone all i want to do is go somewhere alone but there is nowhere to go i want to be loved but i dont want to go through tourment last time screwed me up i thought today was good but it was ruined by a raised voice in the morning i cant go without seeing your im drained i really cant take this much longer no one seems to be there anymore no ones as close as they use to be im numb to the world now i go i walk i see i drive i sleep nothing more nothing less it will never end and i know it will never begin  over. |
