2002-12-09 15:23:14 ET|
well i sure hope so.
It rained hard tonight (in IL terms hehe)so i decided to rent a video with some friends and let them rade my fridge instead of going out. that was pretty much the comforting end of this semi-depressing day.
got up, went to cut off my "hair" (thats what you call that?), visited noa, went grocery shopping and spent some time with my kid brothers... but all day long, even in the better moments (thank you noa) i felt this kindda... void.
maybe its the gloomy weather. maybe its my lack of direction. maybe its my new found freedom that freaks me out.
anyway, i feel like im decaying twice as fast now.
and my foot hurts like hell.
whine, whine, whine....
*listening to: At the gates-slaughter of the soul*