and if rain brings winds of change...

rubber ducky mayhem 2002-12-09 15:23:14 ET well i sure hope so. It rained hard tonight (in IL terms hehe)so i decided to rent a video with some friends and let them rade my fridge instead of going out. that was pretty much the comforting end of this semi-depressing day. got up, went to cut off my "hair" (thats what you call that?), visited noa, went grocery shopping and spent some time with my kid brothers... but all day long, even in the better moments (thank you noa) i felt this kindda... void. maybe its the gloomy weather. maybe its my lack of direction. maybe its my new found freedom that freaks me out. anyway, i feel like im decaying twice as fast now. and my foot hurts like hell. whine, whine, whine.... *listening to: At the gates-slaughter of the soul*

Just Like You 2002-12-09 15:28:13 ET It's still raining here!

mavetgoth 2002-12-09 23:28:42 ET "at the gates" ?! :P you know, i woke up and read last night log. it does makes sense, but i don't know where did i get all this from. :)

Total Eclipse 2002-12-10 11:05:00 ET Itay - Oh, I know all about the lack of direction/newfound freedom shit. Here's a quote off Generation X by Douglas Coupland: MID TWENTIES BREAKDOWN: A period of mental collapse occuring in one's twenties, often caused by an inability to function outside of school or structured environments coupled with a realization of one's essential aloneness in the world. Often marks induction into the ritual of pharmeceutical usage. (Do kindly note the last sentence ;) )

mavetgoth 2002-12-10 11:06:07 ET eep. i don't EVER wanna turn 20.

Total Eclipse 2002-12-10 11:10:47 ET No kiddin'. Ariel (my friend, remember?) is turning 22 this weekend. 22 is officially old. Not a soldier, not a released-soldier, just, plain, old. And I fear my time is not far away.. :(((

mavetgoth 2002-12-10 11:13:11 ET on the other hand dror teicher turned 27

Total Eclipse 2002-12-10 11:15:31 ET Well, he's older than dirt. He remembers how Adam and Eve look like. He's met Nostradamus. To him "old fashioned" means ritual virgin sacrifices.

mavetgoth 2002-12-10 11:30:03 ET lol

Total Eclipse 2002-12-10 11:33:51 ET *cries* :))

rubber ducky mayhem 2002-12-11 00:51:23 ET shay- thanks... i know this quote from gen-x. used toread it alot back in highschool.and yes... im on the fast lane to become plain old too...

Total Eclipse 2002-12-11 00:53:20 ET *sob!* let's all cry together.

rubber ducky mayhem 2002-12-11 00:54:31 ET and YES dror is so old ,he d.j'ed at fred and wilma's wedding party... industrial-ROCK... hehehe... damn, another lame prehistoric joke.

rubber ducky mayhem 2002-12-11 00:56:18 ET crying wont help... since we're old and stuff... lets ripp off social security :)

Total Eclipse 2002-12-11 01:02:25 ET *already at it* ;)

Olorin 2002-12-11 02:22:47 ET hmmm... I'm 22 already... so does this mean I'm old? oh sheise!

Total Eclipse 2002-12-11 04:30:42 ET no, it means your dead.

ladyorion 2002-12-11 11:29:07 ET למישהו יש סלט טונה?

mavetgoth 2002-12-11 15:34:09 ET טונה זה טעים!!!! אבל יש פה צמחונים לירון לא יפה

rubber ducky mayhem 2002-12-11 15:48:56 ET fish killin' scum. :)

Total Eclipse 2002-12-12 00:32:39 ET Liron, one day you're going to have to deal with your tuna fetish. It's getting out of hand.

Olorin 2002-12-14 22:07:41 ET tuna??>??? yack!

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