just leave
2006-07-23 22:24:27 ET

i went for a walk tonight.
granted, it was very stupid for a 19 year old girl to be walking the big bad scary streets of downtown portland at 11pm, but i needed to be alone. honestly i hate the idea of being alone more than anything but echo is pushing me away and i don't know why. she's been my best friend and all i've really had for five years and now i suppose we're going seperate ways... or something? it's like something is getting between us and i really fucking hate that. whatever. (that's the spirit!)

fred meyer didn't approve of my leave of absence so i'll be taking that honorable discharge from the union. mmmmm, england.

2006-07-23 22:56:34 ET

big bad streets of portland?
portland, oregon?

2006-07-23 22:58:21 ET

ha, yes.

2006-07-24 01:00:34 ET

i thought TJ was bad

2006-07-24 04:21:01 ET

Thats bullshit! Why wont they approve your leave? Its not like you'll be gone forever right? hmmm oh well I guess. When do you leave?

2006-07-25 16:44:22 ET

august first. it's okay though because they're going to re-hire me when i come back. i don't even know if i do want to work there when i get back.

2006-07-25 19:10:01 ET

well at least you have that option if you'd like it.
Have fun on your trip!

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