2004-11-29 00:47:37 ET

good lord, i forgot how much this place effects emotions. i had to take a step back and reevaluate today. i didn't even realize how emotional i was being! mood swings like crazy! up down up down, lol i know how a pregnant woman feels, well...emotionally, aside from the whole carrying a 7 pounder along with me...and the appetite from hell. i got my head above water to think clearly for a minute, and i wanted to tell you all, i miss you all very much. and thank you very much for your support, it keeps me sane. i don't know what i'd do if i didn't have contact with you all

2004-11-29 00:55:10 ET

i bet that is rough... sounds like it...
i'm glad you have a way to stay in contact... didn't realize that y'all had net access and stuff... glad you do

2004-11-29 00:57:58 ET

i just thought of an analogy... You know the scene in Matrix Revolution where the ship surfaces out of the clouds and stalls...and, just for a brief moment, its the most beautiful sight trinity has ever seen? just before plunging back through the clouds into the chaos below? well, i'm sure i won't be able to tread water for very long. lol here i go...full spead ahead, damn the torpedos

2004-11-29 01:01:26 ET

yea... i liked that part of the movie

2004-11-29 05:32:10 ET

nice analogy.

2004-11-29 06:07:27 ET

It's good to know that we can make a difference, even if it's a very small part in this world.

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