2003-11-18 17:03:59 ET I THINK I AM FALLING INTO THE DEEP PITS OF DEPRESSION AGAIN. it always seems to come and go __ like that. and i am getting sick of it. i am sooo incredibly fukken lonely i wanna die. i dont kno how much onger i can put up with being alone i am sick of crying all the time and craving any sort of affection...why is it that i repel ppl...i mean i need to be analyzed or something...i see these guys totally into me, and they get all giggly and i catch them looking at me. and then all of a sudden it just stops. i have been alone for soo long and i think there are possibilitys. and it just vanishes. why??? anyways make them bleed. my eyes that is. gooodnight all. 6 comments 2003-11-17 00:04:06 ET whut is bulimia anyways? is there even a real definition these days. oi had this convo tonight. post your def's of bulimia. p,s apple juice is tha bomb diggity. 17 comments 2003-11-15 19:25:55 ET oh my. i am soo freeking out. its funny how i get sooo into tv shows sometimes. anyways imma sitting here viewing queer eye for the straight guy. and am melting soo much i wanna cry. this guy is soo adoreable he is proposing to his girlfriend after his makeover. and he went from country wrangler to urban cowboy. fukk i love this show sooo much. i am stoked to see what happenes next. i think i have already screamed with excited enuff. 10 comments 2003-11-15 15:19:52 ET never trust a junkie. why do we never learn. 1 comment 2003-11-14 17:43:11 ET grrr i am soooo sick of ppl at work talking smack about me. and i am sooo fukken sick of ppl thinking thatt good can go unnoticed. and i am fukken furious that my fat ass dumb bitch boss almost fired me last night. appreantly i was giving attitude for asking to leave 15 mins early. I AM GOIN TO BOMB WAL-MART. fuckkkk i am sooo angered i think i need to rest. 2 comments Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 66 67 68 69 70 » 158 [Next] Back to Wasted Youth's page