It's been 2 days since he left. I cant eat. I havent left my bed other than to goto the bathroom. I sleep all day. all night. I keep waking up and all I can think of is either why the fuck did he leave me like this, or i fucking hate him for leaving me like this. it's been a nice alteration between hatred and sadness.
he's getting flown back in 22 days for a movie we're in together. I don't know if i'm gonig to run and hug him, or punch him out.
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