ya i know, actually dad wouldnt really care, its my grama that will have a fit.
"why do you need such a negative name? thats not you! no one will like you"
Antipathy:
1. strongly negative feeling
anger, hostility, fixed opposition, or disgust directed toward a particular person or thing
2. object of loathing
a source of somebody’s anger, hostility, fixed opposition, or disgust