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BrownEyedGirl 2007-02-24 08:14:04 ET i am thinking back on all of this. all of who i was. who i am and who i am becoming. i feel like ive had some kind of epiphany. and i feel a great sense of melancholy drawn upon me. what are these trivial things? should i wait? wait until i no longer want to be settled with this love? with this wonderfully comfortable part of my life? yet in the meantime long for something else...? because i don\'t feel as if its more i am aftr. this is amazing, but its not it. do you think they sell it on ebay?

epsilon 2007-02-24 08:38:00 ET holy shit... where have you been?

BrownEyedGirl 2007-02-24 10:55:52 ET seriously, i know. i have been trying to figure out where i am. :P its great to be back though.. did you turn surgeon on me? or were you already one, and i was just unaware of this?

epsilon 2007-02-24 16:15:23 ET im an anesthesia tech silly. i asked the peri-op nurse if she could teach me how to make a cast and somebody took my pic. i think it ended up well

nuclear fallout 2007-02-24 21:42:15 ET i havent talked to you in soooo long. :/

turbo 2007-02-25 02:09:17 ET melancholy can be very beautiful sometimes and comfort can be very deceiving...life is strange like that. p.s. i havent talked to you in forever...are you still on msn/aim/whatever?

nuclear fallout 2007-02-26 02:33:57 ET mmhmm, i have aim. xmaixrucax im not on a whole whole lot, but i try.

BrownEyedGirl 2007-03-03 10:43:01 ET epi: anesthesia tech thats so kewl! i'm in nursing and i friggin love it.. its my calling turbo: sometimes on msn.. msg me some time.. its sometimes hard for me to realize the end of melancholy.. its usually my comfort until it gets worse.. angel: how are you beautiful?

epsilon 2007-03-04 09:51:24 ET what kind?

BrownEyedGirl 2007-03-13 13:27:17 ET im starting to think mental health and addiction, but i have two years left of school so lots of time to think about it.. ive also thought about ER or OR... not too sure.. how do you like your line of work?

epsilon 2007-03-13 14:25:33 ET its not something i would like to do for the rest of my life, im more of an ancillary service really, not much Pt care. i would how ever like to be either a CRNA or a Anesthesiologist if possible.

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