2008-08-16 21:25:18 ET
2008-07-20 07:24:53 ET
It rained for several hours last night. And I donít mean the typical Arizona dribble it fucking poured.
It was amazing and a much needed change of pace for the humid heat of 104 we've been having. I wish it would rain more, it is something the desert needs, hell itís something I need.
I have been so busy with life and my own damn head lately that I havenít even gone to see any friends. That and my car is not as dependable as I would like it to be. I miss my friends, not one of them lives here in Tucson. Rikki only lives an hour away, but I do not get to see her often. :(
Sara and my goddaughter live in fucking Surprise AZ and that almost three hours away.
Work is stress filled and crazy, but I love it. Vicky (a woman i work with) says I am too young for this type of job stress, maybe shes right but its still what I have to do to survive. :)
I can't help but love my job, we do amazing things for people who can't afford medical care. I may not have direct contact with patients (which i like) but its still the best job I have ever had. you can see the place I work for on the web site El Rio Community Health Center
2008-03-22 16:18:30 ET
I miss being on here and talking to people, I mean I still go on some times but I do not talk to half the people I used to. I feel like I abandoned SK.. hum..
Hows it going people?
2008-03-21 20:02:41 ET
I just talked to my dad for the first time in about a week.. I have not seen him since the first.
I am so fucking angry with him right now, he was out using, he has been in and out of half way houses all month, and now he is in the hospital for pneumonia. Its his own God damned fault too and yet I feel guilty for not going and seeing him at the half way house.. He was supposed to go in to the rehab center Monday but no, he decided to go out and use again, maybe it is because he didnít want to spend his birthday in a treatment place, but that is still a bunch of bullshit.
He just turned 46 years old and he is so fucking stupid, he is ruining his own life and trying like hell to take all of ours with him.
But, its done this time, I can't do this again. I will talk to him and be supportive as long as he is in treatment and staying sober/clean, but he can never be apart of my life like he was, I love him, but I just cannot do this anymore. Itís just too much to take now. I am 24 years old and its like I have a child, because for the last couple of years I have been taking care of him, and I am done!!!...
|Sick and tired of being sick and tired|
2008-03-10 12:08:29 ET
I feel guilty all the time lately... No matter what I fucking say someone takes it wrong... Even if it is just joking around with someone they wind up getting hurt. I am tired, of, well everything, tired of being an adult, tired of my GOD DAMNED CAR braking down. Tired of not being able to go visit Sara when I want because my damn car is broken again... I missed my God Daughters 2nd birthday party because of my fucking car!!!!! I am tired of not being able to see RIKKI when I want because we have clashing schedules...
All in all I am just tired of being so tired all the time.
On a lighter note I went to the Renaissance festival with my sisters (Brenna & Dawn), Melody, and Jessica. It was fun... There was this band there named Tartanic, bagpipes and drums, they were awesome... I had a blast at the renaissance festival, but now I am sun burnt... its sad and funny all at the same time.
|well how about that|
2008-03-01 11:13:20 ET
So... My graduation ceremony was last night.. It went rather well even though it was somewhat unorganized. I graduated with honors!!! Which is awesome for me YAY ME
SO yeahÖ Woohoo and all that jazz
|What is new people!!!|
2008-02-24 17:27:18 ET
all work and no play make crystal a dull girl.. lol
seriously I am in need of some out time, but it will have to be after closing.
2007-12-24 18:25:32 ET
Happy Holidays guys.. I hope you are all warm and safe this holiday season.
I am just glad I dont work tomorrow really.. :)
also the truth about christmas cookies
|i got bored|
2007-12-19 18:49:00 ET
I made this a couple months ago but completely forgot about it untill now.
2007-12-16 15:58:18 ET
I am not completely sure why, but lately I have been screaming on the inside and faking happy.
Maybe itís the season, but I mean... I don't know what I mean...
Work is going great however... I found out last night that I passed my national certification test... My NCCT, I am now a CERTIFIED CODER... itís awesome, I also will get a raise at work, which is awesome...
But all this and I am still so so... I donít want to say sad, or angry, but I can't think of any other emotions that fit it...
I am lost... It seems like it wonít get any better... though I know it will, it always does... And besides this is what I do, survive, itís what I'm best at..
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