2004-05-15 10:12:11 ET

Hmm, you know, when I really think about it, I am one of the few people I know who could be perfectly content being by myself most of the time, as long as I have my pursuits and a computer, I could be perfectly happy. I do not know what that says about me and my enviornment, but I have always been that way. I could never understand when people were lamenting over never having friends, or being lonely, I rarely, if ever, get lonely, my imagination is such that I can amuse myself for hours on end. That is either a good thing or a bad thing, I have not decided yet. Maybe, because I do not pursue friendships generally, I am missing out on something grand, but alas, I cannot be certain. By nature, I am a solitary individual, the lone wolf alone type. Heh, yes, I meant to say it that way. It is not that I do not need friends, humans are social creatures, that is out nature, we are no different than animals in that respect, most of which spend their times in social groups, just as we do. Ah well, none of this has any true importance or relevance, I just thought I would mention it since it came to mind recently.
Other than those thoughts, not much has been happening in my world. I have just been working and planning for my trip to Florida in July, I have actually been saving money, I know, amazing yeah, who ever thought I could do that? The only thing that I really need or want right now is a vinyl corset, I could probably get one for less than $100 so I am not too concerned about that. I have not been getting many hours at Hot Topic again, only 13 hours next week, 13! One of the newbies is getting more hours than me, that's just ridiculous! I am getting weary of this already, I defintely need to find a job where I get more hours, even if it means I must work full time and at a job that is not so liberal with the way I chose to dress. Though I am a bit concerned about the difficulty all my other friends are having with finding jobs, though I do have more and better experience than them, working with two large retail entities since '02, with nothing but positive feedback about my service to them. Hopefully, it will not be too difficult to get a new job, I probably only will if they do not give me the time off to see my friend in July, because after that, we enter the busy time where I will be insured of more hours. Argh, there is always something going on with my life that irritates me! Alright, I think I am done ranting for the time being, and I am sure you are tired of of reading it, heh. ~_^

2004-05-15 12:46:53 ET

whatchoo doin this weekend?

2004-05-18 06:56:12 ET

Pam is a rocking gal, I tried calling you once this week you never picked up I figured you busy. Your not alone you got us heheheheh well me atleast I can't speak for all the rest. Dude !! pay you ever listen dispairs ray !! so fucking good you should and you'll love it well give me a ring sometime you got my number ??

2004-05-18 14:06:27 ET

Hey D! How are you? Yes, I have been busy with work and the like lately, try calling again sometime. Hmm, I think I have your number, I'll have to check to make sure. Probably should give it to me again just in case! ~_^

2004-05-18 23:48:17 ET

714 251 4057 call anytime hun. I care about you and will talk or give a big hug when you need it hehehh well ttyl bye. ooh hear of despairs ray ??

2004-05-19 11:50:16 ET

::Shakes head:: Nope, I have never heard of them, what kind of music are they??

2004-05-19 16:15:07 ET

very good jrock I will get you some of their stuff

2004-05-19 17:32:27 ET

Sounds spiffy, please do so! I wonder if Shia or Jesse has heard about them??

2004-05-19 19:53:16 ET

not sure but so good
I love music and search for it heheh

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