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2004-05-15 10:12:11 ET Hmm, you know, when I really think about it, I am one of the few people I know who could be perfectly content being by myself most of the time, as long as I have my pursuits and a computer, I could be perfectly happy. I do not know what that says about me and my enviornment, but I have always been that way. I could never understand when people were lamenting over never having friends, or being lonely, I rarely, if ever, get lonely, my imagination is such that I can amuse myself for hours on end. That is either a good thing or a bad thing, I have not decided yet. Maybe, because I do not pursue friendships generally, I am missing out on something grand, but alas, I cannot be certain. By nature, I am a solitary individual, the lone wolf alone type. Heh, yes, I meant to say it that way. It is not that I do not need friends, humans are social creatures, that is out nature, we are no different than animals in that respect, most of which spend their times in social groups, just as we do. Ah well, none of this has any true importance or relevance, I just thought I would mention it since it came to mind recently. Other than those thoughts, not much has been happening in my world. I have just been working and planning for my trip to Florida in July, I have actually been saving money, I know, amazing yeah, who ever thought I could do that? The only thing that I really need or want right now is a vinyl corset, I could probably get one for less than $100 so I am not too concerned about that. I have not been getting many hours at Hot Topic again, only 13 hours next week, 13! One of the newbies is getting more hours than me, that's just ridiculous! I am getting weary of this already, I defintely need to find a job where I get more hours, even if it means I must work full time and at a job that is not so liberal with the way I chose to dress. Though I am a bit concerned about the difficulty all my other friends are having with finding jobs, though I do have more and better experience than them, working with two large retail entities since '02, with nothing but positive feedback about my service to them. Hopefully, it will not be too difficult to get a new job, I probably only will if they do not give me the time off to see my friend in July, because after that, we enter the busy time where I will be insured of more hours. Argh, there is always something going on with my life that irritates me! Alright, I think I am done ranting for the time being, and I am sure you are tired of of reading it, heh. ~_^ |
