truth is
2011-03-20 19:22:17 ET

I love playing to/shaping/moving a crowd more than just about anything else in my life, and the circle of people I've met in that pursuit have changed my life entirely. I'm having a hard time expressing this to any of them (typical), without coming off as some kind of...sycophant? I dunno, just wish i had some means of telling folks things...better :)

Bah, all very wacky.


2011-03-20 22:38:35 ET

i think you express yourself better than you think you do. then again, my phone just tried to type "i think you dysfunction" instead.

2011-03-20 22:42:41 ET

that's entirely possible, it seems like the more I talk to folks on an emotive and/or serious level, the more they disappear and/or get wierded out. I dunno.

I dysfunction for sure, usually after a great night out, or in (if the company is good)

2011-03-20 22:48:03 ET

i think that's the other peoples' loss. the people who matter are those you can be fully yourself around.

2011-03-20 23:06:48 ET

Oh i agree, just makes for some interesting nights in terms of
thinking.

2011-03-20 23:19:39 ET

i feel ya

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