I love playing to/shaping/moving a crowd more than just about anything else in my life, and the circle of people I've met in that pursuit have changed my life entirely. I'm having a hard time expressing this to any of them (typical), without coming off as some kind of...sycophant? I dunno, just wish i had some means of telling folks things...better :)
that's entirely possible, it seems like the more I talk to folks on an emotive and/or serious level, the more they disappear and/or get wierded out. I dunno.
I dysfunction for sure, usually after a great night out, or in (if the company is good)