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| weekend.. | 2006-02-19 08:24:01 ET |
The weekend has gone pretty good. Got some new jewlery. I'm such a girl anymore...lol.
I'm so glad I heard from Dan. Hes sending me one of the bands new CDs. :) I get it for free cause I'm special and loved. I really miss him :(...I cant wait til I go see him , but that probably wont be for like 5 or 6 months. I have to wait until they move to Texas. Why they are going from California to Texas, I'll never understand. Dan is from here, grew up here...and goes to Cali when hes 18...which is a big achievement for someone in this area...and now hes 22 and going to Texas. Does texas like Metal??? anyway, I'm excited and cant wait to see him. We had an awesome time when he was in last time. I think I'm going to see if he'll come out to S.C. to visit before I go to Texas.
We played Ouija, nothing really exciting for me last night, but for Heather and carey it was.
we drank last night...again nothing exciting. next Saturday, Angie and Carey are throwing my brother and I a going away party @ Clays. I'm looking forward to that.
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| ...bittersweet.. | 2006-02-18 08:18:44 ET |
Things are getting bittersweet right now. I'm such a girl when it comes to shit. Last night it was Carey, Heather, Whitley, Krissy and I in the car, we were listening to A bullet for my valentine, and for some reason the realization of how soon I'm leaving kicked in and I started crying. And they are all trying to make me laugh and whatnot. And heather says " We'll still hang out like this when you come back and visit."..and I said " it wont be the same things change when people are gone for too long"....and ya know...thats just it..things change when someone moves..things wont be the same here when i come back to visit...its kinda scary knowing that. I have about 2 and a half weeks before I leave. I still havent started packing.
I ran into Matt yesterday @ Value City, we were talking and he said that just him and I need to hang out. so monday we are chillin and hes going to ger my ass in gear and help me pack Monday. And ya know, its sad, but I need his little push. I have so much shit to go through and part with, it sucks.
But anyway, things are going pretty good.
thursday and friday until about 5 or 6 I hung out with Sara, which was good, I missed her amd was in desperate need for a Sara fix. We went to Jess E.'s party thursday. then hung out yesterday, picked up Gavin, the kid I watch, then went to Walmart so I coule get tampons, then to the Social Security office so I could fill out an application for a need card since I lost mine. Then we ventured over to the health department to pick up my patches. then we took Gavin back to his mom. then we went to Gabes. then to her house, then to mine and then to the bank and the dollar store.
now before I go any further let me tell you about my patches. they only gave me enough for 4 months, so if I dont find a free family planning clinic there, then I have to come back here in 4 months just for an appointment to get 4 more months worth. Kinda sucks, but I'll worry more on that when the time comes.
anyway, back to my weekend so far. Last night we tried to go to the silk mill, but Whitley didnt call her mom and ask her, and her mom was pretty pissed by that, which is understandable. So we all just went back to the house and chilled like villans. After awhile Carey, Heather and I went to Jess's to party again. we came back and I went the fuck to bed cause I was beat.
I'm suppose to hang out with Krystal for alittle bit today, but I need a cell phone to call her and no ones awake right now.
I've been chain smoking like a mother fucker lately, just nerves I guess.
I have the period from HELL this month. I'm bleeding so much that if someone would see the toilet after I was done doing my busines they would think I was bleeding to death. and I ususally get cramps in my lower back, not this time...they are in my pelvic area. It feel like I'm giving birth. It sucks, but the nurse insured me yesterday that it will be back to normal next month...and I'm holding her to that.
oh yes...heather bought be these things that look like little mary jane shoes..but they are slippers with grippers on the bottom..they are SLIPPERSOCKS...they are awesome!
I got an awesome green sweater for $1.00 @ Gabes yesterday...and a shirt with a skull that says " It's ok....I'm with the band" on it...also for $1.00.
Then I ran into Matt.
Ahh...things are going pretty well.
I hope today is just as good.
Oh yea, I finally got a message form Dan. The guys from Cali, who I hung out with while he was here. He told me he had been very busy lately and the band is moving to TX, and to come visit him when they get there.I was excited! Hes also sending me a CD
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| toddler days... | 2006-02-16 14:43:40 ET |
So I watch Gavin alll days yesterday...8:30am-2am...hes such a good kid. watched him today from 8:30am-6:30pm... and I watch him tomorrow from 8:30am-1:30pm. I have to take him with me to my health department appointment tomorrow. so yea..well..i need to go get a shower now and whatnot then I'm heading out with Sara to a party.
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| spontaneous human conbustion... | 2006-02-14 18:12:43 ET |
thats what I feel is going to happen to me soon. I'm moving to get away from drama..and to get a good job..but the closer my leaving date comes..the more drama I must deal with....
i need a break.....
where can i go??...
also, I start babysitting for extra cash tomorrow...I met him tonite.. his name is Gavin and he is 2. Hes adorable....i was there for about 2 hours..we played and stuff and before I left he had to give me a kiss and a BIG HUG..lol... and he was like " Bye bye Cole"...hehe...maybe that will be my break...
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| ..rumors.... | 2006-02-13 11:43:58 ET |
...they'll get ya.
thats all people in this area know what to do to keep themselves entertained.. the second biggest reason I'm getting away from here. they can spread all the rumors around about me that they want I know whats truthful and whats not.
I'm sure the rumors will really fly when I move and I'm no longer here to defend myself.
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