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| Misfits- One Last Caress | 2006-01-31 11:53:18 ET |
I'M SITTING HERE BORED, BEEN DOING LAUNDRY AND OTHER HOUSEHOLD CHORES ALL DAY.
I'M SO JEALOUS OF MY MOM. SHE HAS LOST TO MUCH WIEGHT SINCE SHE LEFT MY DAD. SHE WENT FROM 16 TO AN 8 IN 7 MONTHS. SHE MADE HE OWN DIET, LITTLE TO NO CARBS, AND SMALLER PROPORTIONS OF FOOD AT MEALS.I'M HOPING I CAN LOSE MORE WIEGHT WHEN I GET TO SOUTH CAROLINA. SEE THERE IS NOTHING TO DO HERE AND YOU HAVE TO DRIVE EVERY WHERE TO DO ANYTHING, EVEN HANG OUT WITH A FRIEND. DOWN THERE I WILL HAVE A MILE WALK TO THE BEACH, AND EVERYTHING IS IN WALKING DISTANCE. AND WELL I'LL JUST BE ALITTLE MORE MOTIVATED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE.
MY AUNT HAS CREATED A MONSTER WITH MY MOM THOUGH. CAUSE THEY ARE NOW THE SAME SIZE AND SHE HAS GIVEN MY MOM ALL THESE AMERICAN EAGLE CLOTHES AND NOW MY MOM ONLY WANTS AE JEANS. LOL. I'M THE ONLY ONE OUT OF MY MOM AND BROTHER THAT DOESNT SHOP AE. SORRY I JUST DONT LIKE TO SPEND 50 TO 100 BUX ON A PAIR OF JEANS.
I'M GROW MORE AND MORE EXCITED TO MOVE EACH DAY. I WILL MISS MY FRIENDS TERRIBLY, BUT THEY ALL UNDERSTAND. AND ITS NOT LIKE I WONT BE BACK TO VISIT.
I THINK I'LL ONLY BE IN SOUTH CAROLINA FOR 3 YEARS AT THE MOST. AFTER THAT I SHOULD HAVE ENOUGH SAVED TO GO OUT TO L.A. AND ATTEND THE CINEMA MAKE-UP SCHOOL.
LOTS OF MOVING I SUPPOSE IN MY FUTURE. BUT IF THINGS GO THE WAY I PREDICT IT WILL ALL BE WORTH IT IN THE END.
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| feeling better.. | 2006-01-30 09:45:49 ET |
I TOLD MY DAD TODAY ABOUT ME MOVING AND HE WAS COMPLETELY OK. HE SAID " DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO, KID". HE'S STILL HERE AT MY MOMS, TALKING TO MY BROTHER.
LAST NIGHT I USED MY BROTHERS AB LOUNGE....AND I CAN FEEL IT NOW. LOL. I LIKE IT. I'M GLAD TO KNOW ITS WORKING. LOL.
WELL I'M GOING TO GET DRESSED AND MAYBE GO TO MY DADS AND START PHASE ONE OF PACKING.
PHASE ONE: GO THROUGH EVERYTHING YOU OWN. GET RID OF SOME THINGS.
PHASE TWO: ORGANIZE EVERYTHING.
PHASE THREE: PACK THINGS YOU WONT NEED RIGHT AWAY
PHASE FOUR: PACK STUFF YOU'LL NEED RIGHT AWAY.
TO ME THERE ARE 4 PHASES OF PACKING...AND THERE THEY ARE.
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| I am outta this place.. | 2006-01-27 08:31:14 ET |
So I have decided it is best for me to move. So in about 2 months I will be a resident in South Carolina, in a few weeks i'll let you know the location we choose. We are probably going to be on myrtle beach though. Mom really wants to live there and a 2 bedroom apartment is only $500.00.
So now is the hard part...telling my dad I'm leaving. I wrote a note for now. If I can tell him all of it...that would be great.....
My stomache is in knots.
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