..losing myself... 2006-02-13 07:43:55 ET .....I'm sick.. it sucks. I have to go into town friday to fill out paper work for a new social security card and pick up my b.c. patches from the health department. I'm leaving in alittle less than a month. And its getting more scary the closer it gets to leave. anyway.... I dont feel like myself lately. I can feel myself comming upon a change from the inside out...and I dont really like it. I feel so not incontrol of myself. Its like I dont really care anymore. Its wierd. I just dont feel like me anymore..... weekend... 2006-02-10 07:56:37 ET I'm suppose to be going to Heathers tonite. Heather, Carey, Whitley, Heathers mom and I are suppose to go "ghost hunting". Yea, we are wierd, but what else is there to do in this small ass town? nothing. Maybe go fuck with the queen city MickeyD's people again. Who knows, we are pretty random when it comes to boredom. I'm downloading some casualties right now, since I cant find any of my cds. called around looking for apartments in south carolina today...only got ahold of 3 people, left messages every where else. When I called the one place the lady told me of a 3 bedroom that will be available when we are getting ready to move.. 3bed 2 baths stove fridge dishwasher washer/ dryer hook up pool and playground water, sewage, pest control included only have to sign a 6 month lease 10mins from beach $675/month... not too bad I suppose. My aunt will be checkin it out and telling us what she thinks. I'm bored, just got done eating life cereal. waiting for Carey to call and tell me when the plans are tonite. .....i wish i had some canvas' and my paints right now...i feel like painting....i feel inspired right now.....blah... 4 comments back.. 2006-02-09 10:54:34 ET the babys appointment went good yesterday. I love being able to pick him up and hold him whenever I want with out having to put on a yellow plastic gown and sterilize myself. I mean all we have to do now is hand sanitizer and make sure we are not showing any signs of sickness. on another note...when I left tuesday to go saty at briannes..i forgot to put my patch on when i got out of the shower....good thing they dont become ineffective until after 7 days with out it.. ..... 2006-02-07 11:02:57 ET I'm satying with my friend tonight. I'm going with her in the morning to take her son to his 1st appointment in Morgantown. Hes a premie and just came home from Johns Hopkins 2 weeks ago. Hes about 5 months old. He has to have a trach tube and feeding tube until he gets older. Hes done awesome though..he was born 4 months premature. this is a picture of him and his sister 2 comments .........bursting with joy! 2006-02-07 07:59:23 ET Now that I'm moving, and everyone knows and what not. I want to be leaving sooner. I'm so anxious to move. And with all the drama thats been going on here lately between friends and whatnot, I'm so ready to leave like tomorrow. But no, I have to wait until March 12th. I'm amazed at myself lately...certain issues, situations, and certain things I see I've been taking relatively good. I dont get to knot in my stomache feeling anymore...when I see some stuff I'm just like ..."awww...how cute". and I'm so glad for this. I guess I'm over the akward part, and well..its about damn time..lol. And it makes me happy inside to see how things are going.... With me myself..and AJ and Jessica. I'm so oddly happy and content today. I'm just bursting with happiness, I cant really explain why or how. anyway, right now I have this uncontrollable hunger for a cream filled and kids donut from Martins. I've been craving this for 3 days now. I dont have a way there until later this evening.... Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 51 52 53 54 55 » 145 [Next] Back to Punk Kitten's page