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| ◊Stumbilina◊ | 2004-04-05 16:09:56 ET |
Today was pretty good up until about...Lunch. Marshall read a note from Chris, who is infuriated with him, and his mood plummeted. So Ben and I hacked, and during it, I was extremely self-concious because I was worried about Marshall watching me...and I said jokingly, "You're distracting me!" and he got up and walked over to the other side of the sports complex...so I just stopped playing.
Yeah, I didn't mean to piss you off...I suck and didn't want to admit it.
huh..I'm in an odd mood...
partially because I just found out my grandpa (who's like, my dad) has throat cancer.
I guess I should touch on the fater subject.
Due to that wonderful divorce thing, I live with my grandma and grandpa, and I have since I was like...very tiny. My mother and father were irresponsible and alchoholics, and they still..probably are.
But my grandparents have custody and are my only true family I guess.
So it's like losing my dad again...but permenately.
I don't know if it's bad or...how bad it is.
So what do I do? I go to my room and light up. Because...oh well.
what a great day..
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I guess I'll always stop and see you
And we'll run into each other's lives
Yeah, I guess, although it tears me up inside
Everytime it burns my eyes with tears
But I know you're worth the pain
I've so much more to gain by waiting for you
You're going away but you're not going far
So if he decides to leave you alone and crying
You know I'm still here, the faithful one
Waiting for a message from Kathlene
Then I'll come.. faster
Than I ever thought that I could run
Cause I..
I need you more than I ever thought
That I could need someone
Someone Someone Someone else
I know I will always stop and see you
And we'll run into each other's fucked up lives
Yeah, I guess, although it tears me up inside
Everytime it burns my eyes with tears
But your waking up is the start of my lost cause
And then you decide to leave me alone and crying
But you know I'm still here, the faithful one
Waiting for a message from Kathlene
Then I'll come.. faster
Than I ever thought that I could run
Cause I..
I need you more than I ever thought
That I could need someone
Someone Someone Someone else
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| And another thing! | 2004-04-03 08:14:53 ET |
I'm in here with some emo looking boy. tee hee.
..I just ate lunch...beef jerky, crackers & cheese, and powdered donuts with Mtn.Dew.
I am health woman, yes. o__o;
blahblahblah.
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| ; ; | 2004-04-03 06:14:27 ET |
OHNO we don't eat lunch till 12:00 *SOB*
I ran out without eating, too. ; ;
...and I'm about to fall asleep. Senses Fail is the only thing keeping me awake. u.u
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| Spinning Violence | 2004-04-03 05:26:49 ET |
OMG...I'm in Saturday school... ; ; Sad. sadsadsad. And almost everything is blocked..free pages, which includes my LJ and Deviantart...buh buh ARGH. *head + keyboard*
Anybody have links to MUSIC? ; ;
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