| Update on my weekend #2 2004-09-06 21:24:03 ET |
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So, as I said before I would update on the rest of my weekend for those of you who care to know haha.
So, I posted before about my Great-Aunt (helga) who was an arsonist. haha. yeah you heard me right. So we get to Missouri, only to find out that she's not with her sister Anna , which is the only of teh sisters who doesn't think she's insane. She (Helga) had gone to her new appartment and decided to stay there. with nothing. And I mean nothing. When Anna finally found her she had been staying in the place for i think 2-3 days if not more, with no food, no water, no furniture, nothing. she was sleeping on the floor with no pillows or anything. *shakes head*
So the whole thing that happened with the arson charges was that she is supposed to do community service. Which I do not understand why she didn't get time for it, but whatever. So my Aunt Sandy (mom's sister) comes in one night drunk off her ass of course, cause she always is. and hands mom this newspaper article...about a 64 year old arsonist *shakes head* oh my. apparently the cops actually witnessed her setting one of the fires!
soooo anyway i got all the information about her judge and all that so i'm going to talk to some of my crim professors and find otu what we need to do cause we think she needs to be institutionalized. she has medicine she takes for heart problems i think or something anyway but she doesn't really eat adn just drinks beer all the time and blah blah blah..
soooo on top of all the drama from Helga and that...Anna decides she has to go to the Airport with us to pick up Otto (my Oma's brother, well and Anna's brother they are all brother and sisters). Why she had to go no one knows, because she bitched the whole time about how not allof her sisters were there, well no shit, no one but her wants to be around Helga cause she's friggin INSANE!!! So that has Oma stressed otu already, then Otto's flight is delayed half an hour, so more drama.
Annd on top of all of that, Sandy, once again, is drunk. So we get back to the house after Otto gets in, and she's all loud and yelling and blah blah blah as per nomral for her when she's drunk. And she starts laughing about some stupid rain cap oma has that mom had worn once. And she laughs, and laughs, andluahgs, and ends up laughing so hard that she can't breathe...ok back story, my aunt has already had both of her lungs collapse but she still smokes and drinks whiskey..yeah she's intelligent. so she almost does it again, just about throws up cause she laughed so hard and she can't breathe for a few moments. *le sigh*
and on top of all of it, i offended mom this weekend over stupid stuff that i said.
so i've been stressed all weekend casue my family is crazy, and then i come home and find out more stuff (not meant to make you feel bad for talking to me about it brad dear, so don't you dare feel bad about it, i needed to know) anyway find out more stuff that just tops it all off and now i'm all grrr..
i love my life...*falls over laughing* anyway, i should love it but right now it's not making me too happy.
i want friends, i want a life, i want people to go out and have fun with and do all of that. even though yeah i'm growing up and that's not all life is, but you know, sometimes it's good to have people to go and hang with and just take a load off. I dont' know..
so i'm done complaining now.
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| Update of my weekend #1 2004-09-06 19:06:39 ET |
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I went to KC to see an ailing friend, she seems to be doing alright, though I don't know how long that will last since she still has the gangreen (spelling) in her system. so i pray for her still.
And we went to Independence Center cause I'm still trying to get a job and the bad part about that is i needed clothes to wear if i got a job htat required no denim. So I bought, well ok Oma bought, me 2 new skirts and a pair of sunglasses cause I have contacts now and needed some.
so here are the skirts, the rest of the weekend was INSANE and i'll post on that later, when i feel the need to update on that stuff for the people who care.
this one has bows on it but you can hardly see them :(
EDIT:
we bought this as the first part of lil Emilee's birthday present..
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| I got new glasses...yay me haha 2004-09-02 18:02:50 ET |
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| Seal--Loves Divine 2004-09-01 20:08:55 ET |
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Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time through a prayer, to me
And all around me became still
I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name
Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes
'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name
Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name
Well I try to say there's nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me
'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name
Oh I, don't bet (don't bend), don't break (don't break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name
Love can help me know my name.
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