It's not enough just to be sorry...    2004-06-16 18:47:06 ET

So I feel the urge to update but I haven't anything to say... Tomorrow agenda is pick Gabe up at 11 am, hopefully I can find the bus station again, mom drove last time and no one paid attention to the road it was on since we drove in circles for about 20 min before we found it. Take him by the library so he can find out where it is, that way he can check his email and such anytime he wants to, well so long as they are open of course :) Pray I'm not catching the flu, I've been really sick all day, it's sucky. I hope it stops. Listen to more music and finish straightening up the house, since this process seems to be taking forever. I guess that's really about it, so umm..I leave you with the current song I'm listening to.. "Bed of Lies" No I would not sleep in this bed of lies So toss me out and turn in And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes I'm marking it down to learning I am I don't think that I can take another empty moment I don't think that I can fake another hollow smile Well it's not enough just to be lonely I don't think that I could take another talk about it Just like me you got needs And they're only a whisper away And we softly surrender To these lives that we've tendered away But I would not sleep in this bed of lies So toss me out and turn in And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes I'm marking it down to learning I'm marking it down to learning Cause I can I don't wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over I don't wanna be somewhere where I just don't belong Where it's not enough just to be sorry I'm sorry Don't you know I feel the darkness closing in I tried to be more than me And I gave till it all went away And we've only surrendered To the worst part of these winters we've made But I would not sleep in this bed of lies So toss me out and turn in And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes I'm marking it down to learning I'm marking it down to learning I am all that I'll ever be When you - lay your hands Over me And don't go weak on me please I know that it's weak But God help me I need this I would not sleep in this bed of lies So toss me out and turn in And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes I'm marking it down to learning I'm marking it down to learning 'Cause I can Matchbox Twenty 1 comment

It's a double post kind of night...    2004-06-13 19:22:23 ET

Welcome to my family... this was race weekend, my cousin just sent me a link to his album of the pictures he took. not a whole lot of them, well not a whole lot of different people in them, but i thought i'd share a few people. and their dedication to the Indy 500..it was postponed 2 times i think..then they finally called it haha. stupid rain. The Brothers "Strong" Version 1.0: Ricky Strong: Danny Strong and his wife Tracy Strong: Steve Strong, Scott Madden, and My Mom ^_^ : The Brother's "Strong" Version 2.0: Jesse Strong: Jesse and Ami Strong: Jesse's Tattoo: Tim Strong: Other Pictures: Scott: 11 comments

Adjust the button-fly on my levi's when you walked into the door...    2004-06-13 18:19:51 ET

so what am i going to post about tonight? hmm.. actually you know i had that post last night about how people should try not to be so down all the time, it's odd cause tonight i was watching this television program that i have just recently started watching and it was about the same thing :) it was quite an uplifting tv time experience. made me feel a little better about stuff that's going on. if i could remember all of what the guy said i'd share it with you all but i can't remember exactly. just that we should try to be thankful for what we do have and not dwell on the bad in our lives because it could always be worse. like if you don't like your job, it's so horrible and you hate your boss, but if you lost that job, and you couldn't get another one and you were about to lose your house and your car and be put out on the street, if your boss called you back and told you you could have your job back, you'd probably take it and just be thankful to have that job. basically just that we shouldn't take anything for granted because life is too short and it could end tomorrow. you know the whole 'live life like today is your last day' mentality. not sure that's a bad idea either. ok i'm done now. man i'm weird this week. 12 comments

2004-06-12 21:22:03 ET

Sorry if my last post offended anyone, i was just venting and i guess i didn't vent in a way so as not to piss people off. I really didn't mean to do that. So if you were offended by my last post, or if you are now that you've read it, i apologize. Other than that, not feeling so great about myself right now so I may take a break from here for a while to try and sort some stuff out. <3 much love to you all <3 18 comments

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