| What did I do today? 2004-06-04 19:28:36 ET |
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Woke up, took gabe to work, went to see Harry Potter at first showing 10 am :)
it was good i was impressed, though there were a few things I was disappointed with, but I won't discuss them cause I don't want to ruin for anyone who hasn't seen it.
got myself into a bad mood today. lack of sleep plus headache plus stress equals don't fuck with me. so had a nice blowout with gabe, didn't mean to go off on him like i did, but we both went off so i'm hoping it was somewhat productive..not that it makes me feel any better about anything, and not that it will solve a damn thing. i still can't spend as much time with him as he'd like me to...i can't help it, i've tried explaining that, maybe today it worked, i don't know.
tomorrow mom is making me work outside with her, *gags and hides under covers* why me?! then i'm going to spend some time with melissa and the girls, and hopefully sunday get to spend some time with gabe so he doesn't think i don't want to be around him. hang out time isn't exactly a bad thing.
i'm babysitting Vi's dog til she moves here, which he will still be staying ehre when she moves here, but anyhoot. he's so cute, such a spaz :) he's gotten out of my fence twice though ahha, lil bugger. right now he's running around my room looking for entertainment i guess. haha too bad he can't talk. and now he is managed to get himself up on my pillows behind me, and he's passed out, it's a good thing i noticed him, otherwise i'd have squished the poor fella..he's so small. i'm going ot take some pictures , that way vi can see her puppy :) hehe i'm going to give him a haircut this weekend *nodnod* he needs a bath and a haircut so i'll do before and afters, since kayla already managed to take a few chunks of hair from his behind. if only i could get ahold of my camera right now to get his picture, he's so cute when he's sleeping.
ran into an old friend at Target tonight. it was nice to see her, it's one of those friendships (like my friend matt) where we've been through so much shit that we'll probably always talk to each other, even if we go for years without seeing or hearing from one another. she's grown up a lot, i'm proud of her, she needed to grow up. (it's kristen by the way vi haha not that you much care just thought i'd clarify)
ok that's all for now, i'm going to try and get more sleep tonight then i had last night.
oh..also, inherited a special gift tonight 4 david bowie cds, lisa burned them for me. the singles (2 discs) and live at the bbc (2 discs) yay for me!!!
ok..hope everyone is well <3 much love to all <3
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| The follow-up post... 2004-06-03 19:54:03 ET |
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What I internet-window-shopped for:
There was more (that i prolly shouldn't post up here) and I'm still shopping but i'm sure no one really cares, i'm just bored...
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| How bored am I? 2004-06-03 19:32:44 ET |
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Rather, I haven't updated in a while, most everyone is doing the updating for me haha. Ekstasis and Armored Fanatic have kept everyone posted on the past few weekend's events. and Gabe has kept everyone posted on my weekly events.
I could go into detail on how I'm feeling about everything that is going on, but it doesn't really matter what I have to say. That and the fact that I'm done with saying the same stuff over and over and over again, I've nothing new to add to things.
I wish everything would get better and people could be happy.
Alas, as I said, I am bored, so I've been internet window shopping, because well..I'm a broke as bitch. I'll post my "purchases" later haah. riiiiight I'd need a lot of money and to lose a few pounds to get these clothes, but it's fun to pretend isn't it?
Ok, off to do more shopping, hope everyone is doing well.
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| Fuel "Die Like This" 2004-05-27 21:41:23 ET |
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The angels cry tonight
As the rain washed that lonely place
From their eyes
And softly as she said
You know our hearts will never get
Out alive
She made no sound
Then good bye
She said love don't call me again
I never want to cry like this
Die like this
No more favors my old friend
I never want to cry like this
Die like this
And so we danced alone
But pain is always so betrayed
With our eyes
But I know now
On hearts the faithless can't rely
Do dreams make no sound
As they die
Remember the nights
By the river side
No secrets from our sins
And the world would not subside
And the worst thing
Is knowing
That I'll survive
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