Am I that much of a stalker?

2004-03-13 17:14:57 ET This is crazy. My weekends really do suck :( I've been sitting here for the past 8 hours listening to the same few rock castlevania songs on repeat. At least they make me feel like I have a purpose in life. And the worst thing, is all I can think about is Jenny and wishing she were here. You know, I have to be with Jenny. -have- to. She can break up with me, whatever, I'd just follow her around like a lost puppy. I don't care. It seems everything I do reminds me of her. I can't even go to sleep without thinking of you. Hell, I even cleaned my room today (which happens once ... every few hundred years?) just because I started thinking about you. Anyone else been love sick like this before? It's crazy powerful. I was talking to friends earlier. Paul in Atlanta was my best friend all through middle school. Now he's finally got himself a woman, and had her for over two years, but I hear he's.. horrible in bed. So I spent two hours talking to his girlfriend trying to give her ideas of what she could do to spice up their sexlife. Unfortunately, of course all this sex talk reminded me of Jenny. And I kept wondering to myself if I'm at all decent, or if I suck just as bad he does in bed. Hmm.. This is turning out to be a very long journal entry. Wow, what a first. I just wish you were here with me, jennifer, and listening to this DAMN REPEATING MUSIC! Ahh.. depression sets in. Having you gone just sucks. It really does. *waits patiently for a visit*

Mad Mad House

2004-03-12 17:40:26 ET Dear god. Not these kinds people becoming mainstream. This is just fucking great. This'll influence so many more teeny bopper morons it's not funny...I mean my god. Some of this stuff is just... incredibly amazing what they'll do for ratings. Voodoo priestess making people bathe in animal parts? What a perversion. 3 comments

Castlevania is my god.

2004-03-12 11:14:52 ET Last night I stumbled across a website that allows me to download all my favorite musics from random castlevania games throughout the ages... Music straight from the game, and then there's music from soundtracks that have long been out of print... Rock versions of old school castlevania music is just... Amazing.. Plus the orchestral tracks.. Who needs love and happiness when you've got music that replaces those emotions? 2 comments

pathetic

2004-03-11 09:03:46 ET It's really sad when you have nothing to do but update your journal with 'what blah are you' quizzes. I am the number 666 I am evil _ what number are you? this quiz by orsa 1 comment

Greatest commercial: DOOMED!

2004-03-10 19:43:52 ET Have any of you seen that fed ex commercial? The three guys standing around... "We have get this package sent out or we're DOOMED!... doomed... doomed!" God I love that. 3 comments

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