oh great, now I have yet ANOTHER online journal place.
2004-03-22 00:07:31 ET

So like.. yeah. www.thedilly.com. Fun place actually. But yeah.. That's all I have to say for now. Oh wait.. I'm going to visit my biological mother later today, and I'll be staying with her for a few days. I get to meet her new husband. I'm excited. This'll be a fun little vacation from school.

Insomnia
2004-03-15 00:23:40 ET

It's 5 am, I can't sleep, so I'm taking quizilla quizzes because hopefully they'll allow me to eventually get to sleep.


You are the grammar Fuhrer. All bow to your
authority. You will crush all the inferior
people under the soles of your jackboots, and
any who question your motives will be
eliminated. Your punishment is being the bane
of every other person's existence, because
you're constantly contradicting stupidity.
Everyone will be gunning for you. Your dreams
of a master race of spellers and grammarians
frighten the masses. You must always watch your
back. If only your power could be used for good
instead of evil.


What is your grammar aptitude?
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Dark magician. You love the dark because of its
beauty, and the life that no one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!





What kind of dark person are you?
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You are totally in love. You try to hide it but you
can't. You are nice and pretty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.


Are you in love?
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Hell: You are most likely not an evil or bad
person, but are quite troubled at the moment.
Something is probably bothering you intensly.
With so much emotion bottled up, Hell will let
you release your anger.


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in many relationships, or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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You are from a huge grouping of time periods that I
grouped together; 17th century, 18th century, and Restoration. This is an era where people
began to really think differently and
realize that there are other opinions and ways
of thinking out there. You like order, but are
always ready for change. You realize that
there are other people out there. You like to
learn; people of this time period were
better educated. You might come from a
disaster (sorry, that doesn't sound right) and
are trying to pick the threads back up and get
on with your life. You can see the beauty in
things.


Which Era do you belong to?
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You're dark and mysterious..you have a hidden talent
but you don't tell anyone..its probably an art
of some kind...you don't let people get that
close to you because you've been hurt
a lot...you're tough and independant..you're
actually alot like me....


What emotion does your soul hold...(kinda for girls but either can take)
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Haunted Castle
2004-03-14 14:30:44 ET

Jesus christ, I downloaded an arcade emulater called MAME earlier, and I've been trying to play Haunted Castle (the 1988 very first instance of Castlevania in the arcade) This game is freaking HARD. so far, I've beaten the first level.. and can't go much further. Music is pretty damn cool though, amazingly so since this thing was in the arcades in 1988.
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Evolution
2004-03-13 22:03:39 ET

I have just finished creating my most prized posession. CD of Castlevania music ranging from the very first to Lament of Innocence, to hard rock versions of the best songs like Vampire Killer, Bloody Tears, and Simon's theme. Seventy Two minutes of the most beautiful, creative, and most meaningful music of my life. For over ten years have I been playing these games, the music being my favorite part. I want this CD played at my funeral whenever I die. LONG LIVE CASTLEVANIA! I could cry right now. I'm in heaven.
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Am I that much of a stalker?
2004-03-13 17:14:57 ET

This is crazy. My weekends really do suck :( I've been sitting here for the past 8 hours listening to the same few rock castlevania songs on repeat. At least they make me feel like I have a purpose in life. And the worst thing, is all I can think about is Jenny and wishing she were here.

You know, I have to be with Jenny. -have- to. She can break up with me, whatever, I'd just follow her around like a lost puppy. I don't care. It seems everything I do reminds me of her. I can't even go to sleep without thinking of you. Hell, I even cleaned my room today (which happens once ... every few hundred years?) just because I started thinking about you. Anyone else been love sick like this before? It's crazy powerful.

I was talking to friends earlier. Paul in Atlanta was my best friend all through middle school. Now he's finally got himself a woman, and had her for over two years, but I hear he's.. horrible in bed. So I spent two hours talking to his girlfriend trying to give her ideas of what she could do to spice up their sexlife. Unfortunately, of course all this sex talk reminded me of Jenny. And I kept wondering to myself if I'm at all decent, or if I suck just as bad he does in bed. Hmm.. This is turning out to be a very long journal entry. Wow, what a first.

I just wish you were here with me, jennifer, and listening to this DAMN REPEATING MUSIC! Ahh.. depression sets in. Having you gone just sucks. It really does. *waits patiently for a visit*

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