2006-09-21 20:16:53 ET i'm going to leave the aesthetic and format of this page alone, at least for the time being. Photos, backgrounds, fonts, etc.... Just as it was when i left it in 2003. something about it bridges some neural synapse, enabling me to jump right back in. So anyone new to this journal may find it useful to know that this shit is pretty dusty. what a wonderful day. there is a 36 hour window on either side of the equinox where i am spot-fucking on. and i have tomorrow off! I plan on walking into the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum tomorrow morning and walking out with a new job. i liken my reaquaintance with this journal to my relationship to In Utero. One day, after ten years of neglect, I happened upon it again. "FUCK YEAH!" said the afp. everything always happens at just the right time, it just requires hindsight to understand it. if the walls still talked on the other side of emptiness 2006-09-21 19:03:23 ET in the coming days weeks months i will begin writing in my journal again- i find the layout and format for the composition of journal entries to be more fluid and natural here. more so than myspace or livejournal. some of the best stuff i've ever written was done in this journal. i've returned to this place that was once humming with love and warmth and wit, to find it in a state of absolute stillness. this is one of the few places on the internet that was once so concrete in its interaction with reality that i can still visualize it as an actual place, an entity, an architectural structure. a school/ dance hall turned monastery/ private study. comfortable for contemplating past present future. i can easily say that the best moments of my life to date were in concurrence with the obsessive abuse of this website. i am not alone when i say that my life would not be anything (if at all) like what it is today if i hadn't been here. i also desire a bit of privacy, or at least less eyes upon me, and i don't feel i should have to jump through hoops to get it. this is one of the last places anyone is going to look. if you found me, you win a cookie. love to all my friends electrick aqfcp 2 comments dear sysadmin: for the record 2004-02-23 22:00:51 ET i'm still alive and would like to use the service. 4 comments Jump to page: [Previous] 1 « 5 6 7 8 9 » 61 [Next] Back to anima infirmary's page