| Maroon 5 2005-01-24 04:22:57 ET |
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I really like their song "She will be loved" and the video and the lead singer= HOT!
Just needed to get that off my chest.
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| From Magdelena: 2005-01-24 01:34:17 ET |
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You may ask me 5 questions, anything.
No matter how personal, dirty, private or random - I have to answer them honestly. In return, you have to post this message in your journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.
Pass it on.
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| *ouch* 2005-01-23 19:51:43 ET |
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So.. Here I am, at 0638AM, waiting for the clock to turn 0700AM, so I can call in sick at work. This sucks.. I hate calling in sick.. but my lower back is killing me :(( I'm no use at work in a kindergarden when I can't pick up the children, I can't get up from a chair/the floor very fast, it hurts to walk, it hurts to sit :/
The tricky part is, I was alot worse during the night and yesterday, so now I want to stay at home to make sure I don't make things worse, and then maybe I can go to work tomorrow. But my twisted work-ethics says to me that I should go to work even if it kills me! That I should go to work and do all I normally do, 'till my back makes me go down on my knees! I don't know.. I always feel like shit when I call in sick, like I'm not allowed to be sick or have a bad-back-day, that I have to be near-death or have a doctor say that I have to stay home for my consciousness to shut the fuck up!
I feel like I have to be superhuman, never tire, never get sick, always perform 110%, I'm never happy with myself and what I perform. Sometimes I'm just not willing to listen to that nagging voice of doubt and critic.
ARGH!
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