stolen from this really hot guy named daniel
2004-12-09 13:55:46 ET

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. tight jeans
2. black shirt with three stars [red white and blue left to right] and then usa underneath , all in rhinestones
3. im so tempted to say the corresponding clothing item gabe used but i wont.... so im wearing a blue robe with cute litle pictures on it [gloves, scarves, snowflakes, ice skates, and those things skiers hold to push or whatever.]

THREE THINGS YOU HAVE BOUGHT RECENTLY:
1. a 20 oz. dr. pepper
2. 10 piece nuggets from mcdonalds for reduced price cause i work there.
3. oh this ones a tuffy.... well i payed for earrings that faiths getting me but i havent gotten them yet.... does that count?

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
1. my spiral notebook i keep poems and important spur of the moments rhymes and double or four-liners
2. my little black adobe book, i keep poems in
3. my little blue book i draw in

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Music
2. pen and paper
3. my art, oh and cars

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. be a mechanic
2. be a song writer/singer probably solo because i dont think anyone would let me join an already structured band, and im kinda stubborn about what i want
3. im ganna go with what he said cause its cute and very true: to be loved... (like really loved like happily loved crazy mess haha... cause i'd like it... but not necessity)

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
1. stubborn
2. loving
3. maniac but in a melodic way

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE:
1. german maybe
2. norse, noone should know what that is
3. i think some indian too

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY:
1. my boobs
2. my ears
3. my legs

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY:
1. it always bothered me that my left eye doesnt open as much as my right eye does
2. the damned blemishes on my face
3. my stomache seems to be getting bigger on me, prolly cause i work fast food

THREE THINGS PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME:
1. i still want this one guy back, kind of emotionally but mostly just for sex, he was just using me and i was falling for him mainly because it was really great sex
2. i have trouble saying no to really great sex
3. when i fall for a guy i see alot, i fall hard but when its a guy i dont get to see, i tend to drift towards other guys, and i feel bad because thats whats happening with me and soemone, i love him but i guess i dont love him enough because if i did i wouldnt be thinking about someone else.

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST*:
1. shit
2. boo
3. hola

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO:
1. Florida, to see my mom, hook up with someone down there
2. ....
3. ....

THREE NAMES I GO BY:
1. crystal
2. Megan
3. Joey

THREE SCREENNAMES I HAVE HAD:
1. joeysagrlsname2
2. rockinrockergrl
3. dontcarethatmuch

THREE THINGS YOU WISH YOU NEVER DID:
1. told dave i loved him, its really hard for me now because we live in different states, i love him and all but i dont get to see him everyday and relationships where i never see the person just dont work for me because i feel forgotten if im not talked to
2. hidden from the past, and blamed myself
3. theres one guy that was a big mistake


2004-12-09 15:04:04 ET

hola?
your left eye? I think I've noticed something with mine too, like it's the one that blinks more. I don't know.

2004-12-09 15:06:00 ET

did u see my page with this survey?? Here

and my.. left eye does that too, it makes me look like i have down syndrome, but im not sure if other people even notice it, i think im just paranoid.

2004-12-10 13:16:25 ET

i think everyone has the eye thing, have you seen melissa joan hart? shes got it big time, or she used to but it think she did something about it .... not sure

2004-12-10 13:17:36 ET

yes hola Malkavian.... lol.... what is the significance of Malkavian? why did you pick that as your name?

2004-12-10 17:11:37 ET

ya melissa joan hart has it bad! in that movie, crush, i think its called she had it.

2004-12-11 14:50:54 ET

i dont think that was the name of the movie.. i think you mean drive me crazy this should link you to a list of movies she was in

2004-12-11 21:14:10 ET

(don't see why you couldn't name the third item of clothing :'()

completely under the never see thing...

also gettin' loved mixed up with sex thing 2... ::nods:: sucks... haha...

ya live, ya learn

2004-12-12 01:52:45 ET

i think the movie is twisted desire..

and ya, why didnt u just say ur wearing undies?? i said i was wearing boy undies..

2004-12-12 14:01:43 ET

i was wearing a black and pink thong that says cool! in glow in the dark letters on the front, sheesh your such a baby...
problem with getting love and sex mixed up is i love sex so you know i feel like i love this guy Rob because i loved the sex, but he was a crappy boyfriend half the time... the other half the time we wer having sex or sleeping or laying around. ::sigh:: i miss the sex... oh well... oh thats right i get to have sex next weekend im going to florida !!!woohoo, i get to see red... and my mom. lol... i dont want to see rob though... ill be way too tempted. omg i want "him" "back" lol
i love red and im afraid that i might screw it up with him, his ready to settle down with one woman (me) and im not ready to settle down yet, i still have a few years of screwing up relationships left. and i dont want to screw it up with him. sigh, i dont know what to do about it, im just ganna stick with him and hope i dont screw it up. i already told him that im not ready to settle down yet. he said all he wanted to know is whether or not to wait for me. he doesnt care how long he has to wait all he wants to be sure of is that its not ganna fall through... ::sigh:: ::tear:: i dont want it to fall through but i havent had a relationship that hasnt fallen through. cause im not a very patient person. but i know he is. :) <

2004-12-12 14:03:22 ET

PHEW that was a long comment.

im soooo glad i dont have to deal with that kinda confusion relationship stuff anymore.

2004-12-12 14:15:36 ET

love struck eyes and a goofy grin.....that was the rest of the comment but it didnt show up on the page.... i wonder why... hahaha

anyway...

2004-12-12 14:17:55 ET

lol, yeah you have to deal with james now, who yells at you for anything and gets mad at you for things you dont know about and sticks up your house and makes you was his clothes, and clutters you room... i cant wait until redz does that stuff to me... [love struck eyes and goofy grin]

2004-12-13 05:46:36 ET

haha y'all too much... i guess that's why i'm not too worried about finding a sturdy relationship haha...

2004-12-13 07:35:00 ET

lol

2004-12-13 07:41:57 ET

yea... there is a reason i don't trust many people... O_o

2004-12-13 08:27:50 ET

i dont trust many people either, even though i like to believe in the better of people... i like to trust people, but i dont trust many

2004-12-13 08:40:05 ET

james doesnt yell at me for anything and he doesnt stink up my house.. he's just a weirdo.

and i like washing his clothes!

2004-12-13 08:50:16 ET

yea... well i trust people in different ways, where it won't bother me if something happens... that puts my relationships all in question hahaha...
i get over things easily, cause i rarely let them mean much to me...

2004-12-13 11:01:20 ET

aaawww, thats sad gabe, i hope you find someone you can trust and love, because that would be "grand" as faithypoo would say

speaking of faithypoo, are you all better now that you stayed home today? i missed you in class. there was no barrier between me and keona so she kept telling me look look see? what do you think and i finally said sorry cant and she left me alone about that shit... it was annoying. and i wanted to tell you the good news... about something youve been looking for... i might get it for you... sssshhhh its a christmas present.

2004-12-13 14:59:35 ET

hmm.. suprises are fun!

ya keona bothers me all through that class everyday, like "how do you do this?" and im like "if you had been paying attention these last 4 months you'd know what to do!"

ya im better. i had a bad bad cold or somethin

2004-12-13 18:00:41 ET

haha.. yea i'm not too worried about it... i'd rather be alone then stuck in somethin' i'm not happy with... so all is cool

2004-12-15 14:14:35 ET

yeah thats a good way to look at it.

2004-12-15 14:17:09 ET

faithy you almost threw up, thats not a cold, thats something else.
regading keona- just say-i dont know or i cant help you and she will stop in a bit. thats what happened with me. i ignored her and she looked for attention elsewhere. thats what teenagers do, they look for attention. if they cant get it here, they look for it somewhere else.

2004-12-15 14:33:04 ET

yea it's helped me alot

2004-12-16 05:59:40 ET

well, i dont know what i have but i been sick since saturday and its thursday

2004-12-19 12:57:12 ET

no its sunday sheesh faith, keep up with the times.

2004-12-19 15:25:52 ET

freak.. it was thursday then

2004-12-19 16:07:54 ET

dang it's already sunday O_o

2004-12-19 16:10:18 ET

christmas is in 6 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-19 16:11:07 ET

\m/ fuckin' crazy... way too soon...

2004-12-19 16:13:21 ET

::heart explodes!::

2004-12-19 16:14:58 ET

oh oh... now don't go and be exploding hearts... next time it happens we may not have another heart close by...

this time we were lucky there was a pet cat in the proximity... but you be careful... hearts don't grow on trees O_o

2004-12-19 16:17:31 ET

oo, i already had a kitty heart, i guess i needed a new once, since that one exploded.. next time i'll just wrap myself in duct tape so it holds in place

2004-12-19 16:18:09 ET

very good idea... always thinking... \m/

2004-12-20 10:35:24 ET

lmao

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