miss self destruct    
female/23/ia
cosmetologist, bio major, perpetuator of bad decisions

kill one man, and you are a murderer.
kill millions of men, and you are a conqueror.
kill them all, and you are a god.


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2014-10-10 15:54:25 ET

what do you do with the mad that you feel, when you feel so mad you could bite?
when the whole wide world seems oh so wrong, and nothing you do seems very right.
what do you do? do you punch a bag? do you pound some clay or some dough?
do you round up friends for a game of tag or see how fast you go?
it's great to be able to stop when you've planned a thing that's wrong, and be able to do something else instead, and think this song.
i can stop when i want to, can stop when i wish, can stop stop stop any time.
and what a good feeling, to feel like this, and know that the feeling is really mine, know that there's something deep inside that helps us become what we can.
for a girl can be someday a lady, and a boy can be someday a man.




i didn't even know i needed to hear this today, but it was very comforting somehow. thanks, mr. rogers.

2014-10-06 16:55:21 ET

been hella into this album lately, and more specifically this song. i just lay in bed in the dark and chill to it. nice.

somehow i just had a huge post typed up (i spent like, 2 hours on it just writing and re-writing and really thinking about what i wanted to say) about how disappointed i've been with life lately, and when i went to submit it, it didn't work and now it's all gone and i'm just sitting here like. hah. how fitting.

2014-06-18 22:56:47 ET

nothing really fancy to say,
except i made the dean's list! woo!
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2014-02-17 21:57:23 ET

i never, ever, EVER want to see the movie frozen. i don't care how good it is. my roommates have been listening to that god damn "let it go" song at least 5 times a day, every day since they went and saw it back in november. i know 95% of the words to it just from listening to them sing it over and over again. i think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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2014-02-14 16:58:34 ET

i started out my valentine's day in a chemistry lecture where our professor dipped roses in liquid nitrogen and smashed them on a desk. a fitting metaphor for how i feel about today.
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