| In One Moment, The World Changed. 2005-05-03 11:44:17 ET |
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The Room filled with people.
Feeding themselves.
I saw you across the room.
And i didnt care.
You came over.
Sat Next to me.
And i didnt care.
I sat there Looking at you only when you talked To Be Nice.
But What you said had no meaning to me.
And i didnt care.
When you talked, it pissed me off.
But you never talked to me.
And i didnt care.
You leaned close to me.
And i just backed away.
And i didnt care.
You sat there the whole time.
I kept my back to you
And i didnt care.
You pissed me off.
And i sat there mad, yet happy.
And i didnt care.
You got up and left.
And i was so proud that i had gotten over you, and was able to be me again
And You Didn't Care.
A part of myself has grown up agian.
I realized that there are some things just never worth the trouble.
And Only I Care.
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| What is this world? 2005-05-02 18:16:19 ET |
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What the fuck is going on?
I met a new person today.
Someone.
Then the names came.
And they Scared me.
What the hell am i Doing?
This isnt what i thought.
I need out of here.
What are you doing?
What are you thinking.
What are you learning?
Bring me back to you.
Learn of the times of new.
Feel what is to be felt.
Love who is to be Loved.
You said love is a pony.
Trotting in the woods.
Youre always really busy.
To Busy for anything.
I thought i could move on.
But this is diffrent.
Im not feeling for you.
Im feeling Sorry for you.
And Myself.
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| Wow 2005-04-30 07:21:05 ET |
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sometimes
i am scared by these things
Your Birthdate: October 23 |
With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.
You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility.
Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion. |
(from AcuallyItsDarkness)
wow
Modeling
could be in my future
how exciting is that
PS
*update*
I wanted to post this here
but this is fine
http://exit-of-reality.blogspot.com/
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