Back to the same shit    2005-04-26 07:21:39 ET

well as i certanly knew the good times and fun shit would not last we got grades yesterday i have a shit grade in webdesign becasue all the shit that was assignd was busy work nothing is accomplished with it so i didnt do it Mum mailed the teacher and shes freaking out on me when im tring to take care of this myself she thinks i cant handle things on my own FUCK next The New Life Center (a place where i hang out, concerts are held, and great people are) as of June 1st is shut down due to fucking corruptions and stolen money (stolen by the director) its Bull shit the place that i love is going to leave me just as usual the play that goes on this week and next week will be the last Play shown in the Theater. so now that life decided to give me a good few days its back again to kick me in the fucking teeth... 5 comments

AFX    2005-04-24 18:17:00 ET
in sitting here in front of the computer in the dimly lit room the only light there is the screen and the six candles burning beside me my company? the people im talking to on msn Aphex Twin (great) and milk and cookies... odd? 17 comments

The Hair    2005-04-24 11:17:48 ET

Well then i did not party last night (or this morning) i went upstairs to wait around for Jillian to call and i started to watch Secret Window and fell asleep on the couch and woke at 3 30 so i went to bed and woke again at 1 30 pm and here i am ANY WAY so i said id have some pics the only ones i have (that are good) are some that i took so here they are First off the suit Not bad Next the hair Which was the best thing about THE WHOLE NIGHT im thinking of fixing it like that more now WEE Next a shitty pic but you can see the rest of the hair now its the day after and im just in a weird ass mood im headed to Ashleys to hang out and im listning to Aphex Twin-Rhubarb I love this song Ta tA *update (less than five minutes later)* i realized by looking at those pics why im in the mood i have told no one about this and no one knows but now you all will know i have a really big fear one that haunts me daily and its i am afraid that as time goes on and i die that i will be forgotten and just become nothing i never want to be forgotten and last night when i was walking to escort Jillian and they said my name and everone at the prom Cheered louder for us than any other of the court i almost cried then when they announced that we had won i think it was the happiest i have been in years or even ever then the cameras were flashing and people were cheering Just for us it was the greatest feeling to know that EVEYONE CHEERING was a friend to me and that they (in some way) cared for me... i love them all and when they cheered i wanted to cry again 4 comments

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