I had something    2005-03-15 19:39:56 ET
I had something to look foreward to tomorrow.
it was going to be
Me
Jasper
Ashley
Tori
going to lexington...

and what happened?

the plan got shot to shit

everyone had to ditch because their parents are dumbasses
they apparently dont "trust" me to drive them anywhere

fucking retarded.

when i learned of this
i was pissed BECAUSE they all said "yeah im going"
then this little problem comes along


This is what i wish would happen.
i wish that their parents would come to me and talk to me.
and say whatever they feel to my face.
because it pisses me off that these people that call themselves parents
could be such FUCKING HYPOCRITES!!

I Fucking Hate this town of London, and some of the people it hath spawned


i dont know what the hell im going to do tomorrow.

were off from school
and i wanted to do something fun

but no


i guess we all will go to Jaspers and do....
something/

 Stripping the Oddnes    2005-03-14 19:14:56 ET
im happy to say that
tonight
we got to hang out a little.
and it was fun!
we had a great conversation.
though it made me love you more.

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so i go to hang out with

ashton
nathan
and
randi
tonight

what fun!
we have come up with a way to measure
the feeling when you flick the ashes off of a cigg
and then inhale (you know that feeling(if you smoke))
and it feels really good

nathan said "its kinda like when you get three fingers in the ass"
refering to a person fingering themselves
"if its a one finger its ok, two is even better, three is the best, and four...well that one just burns"

i think its accurate.

anyone agree?
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 Awake on the Train    2005-03-13 14:21:21 ET
Everone who reads this
is usually in a state of confusion

come to my Exit of Reality

this is the place that i really tell how i feel
some of you may be surprised

but it is how i feel
and im not going to hide it

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i took a photo of myself in snow


amazingly
that is how i always look now

thats ok

i just feel it all
and yet feel nothing anymore


but

before you ask


Everything is fine.
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