| A song that all need to hear, For lovers 2005-01-21 20:15:12 ET |
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feelings that keep us alive
holding onto the feeling
that keept us alive
hoping that all will be well
feeling of security
never again
hope all is well
in this time
dont know why
why do i smile
for things i dont feel
keep me alive
hold me near
talk to me
keep me from fear
go and take a shower
and think of me
keep me alive
dont let me die
where to go
and not feel a fall
where are you
lost in dark
hoping to find you again
dont leave me alone
the light passes by
and it is missed
its ok
we will find it again
dont fear
we will be ok
one day
after it all is done
the heart of us
is alone
never to be forgotten
dont
ever
loose
the
feeling
of
Love
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| Again (and longer) 2005-01-21 07:25:31 ET |
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at school again
and yet a again
the iPod is pumping life into my ears
the only thing keeping me sane again today
im in MMP (yearbook)
and Ms. Bush is still out
shes been out for 2 weeks now
i feel bad for her
her mother-in-law is about to
die
and shes been taking care of her
alot lately
i love ms. bush
shes a sweetie
as some of you may notice
i have changed my Bio a bit
SUPPORT
*drinks water*
im addicted to water
which is good
i love it
i drink like 3 or 4 bottles a day
wee!
i dont know if any of you know this
but
i have to have glasses
i wish i had them right now so i could see
what i was typing clearly
but ill survive
i should have them today or tomorrow
oh update on the whole "Sound of Music"
im not doing it
i was asked to play a much larger role in
another play titled "Bus Stop"
ill be playing a cowboy
*Music from Silent Hill 4 comes on*
i love this song
its titled "Resting Comfortably"
WONDERFUL
gives me goosebumbps everytime i hear it
i have wondered soemthing recently, why it is that i act the way i do. Not that its bad, i just wonder why it is i dont care most of the time. I tried to explain this to someone last night. This is how it went: I always expect the very Worst from every situation. So when the event or thing happens it can turn out one of two ways. One, just as i expected and when this happens i am prepared and i can stay calm and handle the situation. Two, it happens and it is much better (or turns out to be good) and i am on cloud 9 and happy.
this is why i think i can stay so calm all the time
when i walk through the halls here i never have much of an expression on my face.
its just because i ignore most of the things going on around me
because usually its something that is stupid and insognificant and i can laugh at it
to myself
*drink*
im excited that Sarah 1 and 2 are coming down this weekend
*i want a smoke*
i know
its bad
ok this is long enough
im in a really talkitive mood
and there is no one around that has enough of a brain to talk to
*Mum is playing*
ahh
ok im done
kisses to all
~dream
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| School 2005-01-20 04:17:56 ET |
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for hells sake
get me out
while im here i might as well make the best of it
so i took a pic or my counselor
whom was also sarahs (shadowportait)
i think we all will enjoy it
Sarah be shure to show it to nathan and ashton
we know they would love it
..............
moving on
im in webdesign
listening to mum
oh not now it changed to The Pilliows (japanese rock band)
i love the iPod it keeps me alive at school
unlike school does....wait....that made no sense
any way
moving to lexington soon
in a few months
i was thinking about it on the way here today
im excited
its going to be weard not going to school anymore
and its really going to be weard when eveyone down here is going to school
when im not
i feel strange about that
i hope it works
camille and i are great now
weve had a breakthrough
and now we bite eachother!
? strange?
i think not
so now what
i wanted to kinda update everyone on the subject of my life
instead of posting some vague or dark poem as usual
Coldplay Yellow is playining now
i love this song
use to listen to it all the time
still do (he he)
By the way
anyone who is in the Lonodn area on January 28 and 29
come to the Bennette Center to see 'Bang Bang Youre Dead'
the doors open at 7:30
be there!
so you can see my pretty ass on stage
also
for those of you who care
I AM GOING TO BE IN 'THE SOUND OF MUSIC'!!
i am playing Rolfe
and im excited
my first singing role
EVER!
nervous!
that will be prefromed in late May
be there also
ill let you know
im off
"its true, look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look how they shine for you"
thats for someone
~dream
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