| whoooo yeah! 2005-04-01 17:30:38 ET |
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14 days!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOO HOO!! ne ways....its raining, and it sucks. and i think im gonna go 2 bed here in a bit. loves u kids!
thank you very much...
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| Remember back when?........ 2005-03-16 19:22:55 ET |
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SO i had the most enjoyable night with my best friend amber. IT WAS FRIGGIN SWEET!.... All we did was talk...just about out childhood, and how it used to be okay to run the streets, and you know u would be okay. it was so great.i cryed, and then i knew she wanted to cry.. we talked about when i used 2 live at my old house, and when she lived at her town house, and when she moved again.......its just crazy b/c we have grown up so much and the past 10 years have changed our lives forever.
It makes me think about how much i want to re-live those days and how much i miss it. and all the people that were there and just about loved with me..Tv's changed, movies have changed, music, everything that we love is so much diffrent. and it makes me sad on how much we have grown up and we actually have somewhat of a good life. I told amber that if she moves........im soooooooo going with her. i dont care, im goin. Amber is my best friend, and i love her with all my heart, shes always going to be my best friend.
I just cant believe that we have grown up:( we spent the last 3 hours in my room just talking..i mean we could write books and make millions on our childhood, it would be so great! i miss everything about our lives...im so glad i can remember just about everything that has happend to me....and amber and all my other friends..... well kiddys, i just hope u can re-live ur childhood........im goin to bed....night night
thanks so much. *kisses*
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| IDIOT! Gezzzzz..... 2005-03-15 10:58:32 ET |
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Its been a few months now, and ive been fine..i havent needed my fucking mother now, since i was 16, and yeah....i havent spoken to her since christmas, and now that she has fucking "bob" in her fucking life she dosnt need me any more. And that all well and good and fine. i really dont give a shit. I cant stand that bitch any way. she took my money, lied 2 me, fucked me over for some fucking mexican guy WHO she met thru the DRIVE thu at McDonalds *when she used to work there like 100 years ago* but ne way...yeah. my moms a bitch....she picks men over her ONLY fucking child....and i resent her for everything she has ever fucking done for me....and she hasnt even done that much for me in the first place....And yes i know she may have brought me in to this world....but i can fuckin take my self OUT OF IT! i have a car, a job that i like, and i have money in tha bank, and im living with some ppl...so in a few months maybe even a year i will have my car payed off *in a few years* but in a year or so i might have my own place. i just cant win for shit now can i? IDIOT!...........
Thank you so much...
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