2005-12-14 16:59:36 ET there's no expectation how the world will be or what's around the bend that's why it's so tough for true-hearted girls and single-sighted men.

Allergies? No, just missing her.

2005-12-08 10:51:54 ET lack of breath choking watery eyes upset stomach nausea & lack of appetitie feeling exhausted loss of direction hopelessness and fear Cold Turkey and determination Addiction and Pride Body tears itself apart is this how it feels to die? Is this how a junkie exists? I don't know if I'll get by another day without her or if I should just give in. Would a call hurt? Can she hear me now? Does this pain ever end or must I just allow my addiction to destroy my life from inside and kill me so that I can finally realize Who I am and what I am and Why I'm even here I love you. I never had the pain when I gave up my drug and I don't know if that's good or if that's bad If I'm addicted to you If you're my drug How can I go on? How can I have any love beyond you? I miss you. Like I would miss my lung. and I can't see past today.

2005-12-07 16:38:51 ET simply shadows on the road as yellow lines slip by empty lanes and darkness ahead. Emptiness and lies My lights show me enough to get me the next mile Get me over the next hill. Seems more like the world goes by and I stand still.

Then You Can Tell Me Goodbye

2005-12-06 09:17:32 ET Kiss me each morning for a million years Hold me each evening by your side Tell me you'll love me for a million years Then if it don't work out Then if it don't work out Then you can tell me goodbye Sweeten my coffee with a morning kiss Soften my dreams with your sighs Tell me you'll love me for a million years Then if it don't work out Then if it don't work out Then you can tell me goodbye If you must go, oh no, I won't grieve If you wait a lifetime before you leave Then if you must go Mmm, I won't tell you no Just so that we can say we tried Tell me you'll love me for a million years Then if it don't work out Then if it don't work out Then you can tell me goodbye - John D. Loudermill

2005-11-30 15:09:39 ET Mountains Valleys Rivers and storms rain, snow and heat distance traditions familial arguments distance more distance too much sex too little sex cell phones letters mix tapes and cds broken alarm clocks missed phone calls sickness headaches migranes other pains miles and miles and miles and miles lies and lies and lies sobs and tears apologies and lies more apologies and more making up hearts and tears thoughts and talks walks and hugs sitting and staring laughing and scared worries of the future troubles of the past working through it all is what makes our love last. 3 comments

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